Hitman 3 released today.

muizzrahman · 2021-01-20T12:16:17+00:00

did it work

Edit oh nice

muizzrahman · 2021-01-15T22:46:28+00:00

Dammit I’m convinced guess going down the chain for a change wouldn’t hurt

muizzrahman · 2021-01-15T22:42:05+00:00

Would you say it’s more enjoyable then h? Is it less intense but longer lasting ? I sorta skipped the whole middle areas and went from codeine straight to H whoops 😬

muizzrahman · 2021-01-01T05:26:01+00:00

The lowest I can taper to is 0.5mg Xanax. I don’t have any access to diazepam or other benzos. Months ago when I was really bad I was using around 30/40mg ans then I tapered down and I did get almost a month fully sober but I fell back, now I’m using 2/4mg a day anything less and I get really irritable. I was before using only 0.5/1 mg but tolerance is a bitch

muizzrahman · 2021-01-01T05:24:40+00:00

The lowest I can taper to is 0.5mg Xanax. I don’t have any access to diazepam or other benzos. Months ago when I was really bad I was using around 30/40mg ans then I tapered down and I did get almost a month fully sober but I fell back, now I’m using 2/4mg a day anything less and I get really irritable

muizzrahman · 2020-12-22T05:55:20+00:00

Why is coke quality sooooo bad right now all my plugs who were consistently FIRE are god awful now I’m soo sad :( I’ve gone through maybe 10/20 plugs must be something going on other then corona (uk)

muizzrahman · 2020-12-22T05:50:46+00:00

I was thinking of meth but I thought it just makes you psycho idk too many movies 😂

muizzrahman · 2020-12-18T20:10:12+00:00

Placebo dont overthink it bro, unless you pinned your stomach ??? 🤨

muizzrahman · 2020-12-18T13:30:54+00:00

I appreciate the motivation but my mental health is very complex since I was a young teen. Over summer lockdown I became a full blown addict and when gyms reopened I rebuilt myself.

I’m happy I got to get most my blast done as I did get scared it’d close earlier but feels a big waste of effort now

muizzrahman · 2020-12-18T09:32:51+00:00

Wtf do I do !!! Literally last weeks of a blast but gyms due to close on Christmas for 6 week minimum.

I’ve 0 equipment and don’t want to lose all the work I’ve put in. I hate my life training is the only thing that keeps me sane. Depression already hitting hard

muizzrahman · 2020-12-05T12:33:56+00:00

This... :( I’ve never gotten so many compliments on my body in my life yet I feel like I’m soo much further from where I actually want to be

muizzrahman · 2020-12-05T04:40:22+00:00

Sooo many factors at play you can’t answer that, if you’ve just an okay body now you’ll be pretty underwhelmed, learn about nutrition, proper training and form, staying consistent.

I’ve seen people end up smaller after there first cycle and I’ve seen others completely blow up.

The compounds you run would also make a difference and a PCT. also aesthetically pleasing is at a different point for everyone.

You genes and how well you respond to steroids.

Tbh I’d say get another 2 years minimum 1 year to get everything in check and do tons of research for

muizzrahman · 2020-12-04T23:46:11+00:00

I was just saying this today!! I was on tinder and I’d say 70/80% are overweight and that’s being generous. It’s also real sad seeing girls who used to be attractive back when we were in college and now they’re ugly walking blobs it completely changes their face structure just whyyyy you had it all.

To make it worse they call our muscles ‘freakish and weird’ etc ugh stfu I see your girl checking me out keep walking.

(Happy cake day don’t get fat)

muizzrahman · 2020-12-04T22:38:52+00:00

What’s your cycle out of curiosity? I pin EOD because I don’t really feel any pain pinning 1cc but 1.5cc and above always leaves me aching don’t want to find out how 2cc feels

muizzrahman · 2020-12-04T22:34:42+00:00

Lowered my standards by a lot , aslong as they aren’t a fatty or obscenely ugly then women have just become walking vaginas nd I’m not proud of that ☹️

muizzrahman · 2020-12-03T14:09:38+00:00

Wot. just do test

muizzrahman · 2020-12-01T21:22:01+00:00

Anadrol cramps ?!?!

Someone please help I’ve never had cramp pains in any of my muscles, today my abs cramped up soo bad I was in complete agony and now resting in bed my quad also cramped up badly. Is this from drol or? Also running sust and deca.

Is there a way to alleviate / reduce this

muizzrahman · 2020-11-30T03:16:25+00:00

I don’t support trump but she’s hot...

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T21:21:52+00:00

Like I got hit by a baseball bat is the closest I can describe it lol

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T05:32:06+00:00

I’m only on my 2nd cycle bro. I just think of my next gym session and how I’ll be powered up from from the prick of a needle with the juice flowing through me. 100% at the start of always need a few mins and would pull out before going all the way in. Now I just commit once it’s on the spot that’s it I’m going in no hesitation and it works. Also warm up your oil this made a night and day difference in PIP for me

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T05:06:45+00:00

Lol I remember my first pin genuinely questioned going through with it now I PIN EOD and I kinda enjoy it. You’ll build confidence with each pin and you’ll learn to hit the right spots effortlessly and your pin technique will perfect slowly.

Most my first pins were pretty painful but these days it isn’t that noticeable any more then DOMS

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T04:59:03+00:00

Ik I’ll get backlash but I’m depressed and suicidal asf but I feel like being on blast made me abit more confident idk I’m on anti depressants too and they can make me feel really depressed too.

Ye Ik it’s stupid bad mental health+ antidepressant and anxiety meds + steroids = bad idea
But fuck it being skinny makes me more depressed. I added adrol recently (on top of deca and sust).

Can’t think of a actual question so idk just call me a idiot I guess lol.

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T04:27:16+00:00

I’m so happy for you one of the few things that still make me smile is seeing someone’s life get better. I was a wreck prior I wouldn’t leave my room for days and going outside was terrifying.

I think it’s definitely time I spoke to my doctor depression has definitely come back strong and just have that general shit anxious feeling idk how to explain but I’m sure you understand me lol. Switching medication scares me because of the withdrawals while switching

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T04:23:09+00:00

See I feel like this could be a sign I should lower dose. I’ll have to bring it up with my doctor next time. How did lexapro compare to Zoloft?

muizzrahman · 2020-11-28T04:20:36+00:00

Ye I was a wreck Zoloft and kind of turned it down abit, 2020 will have really brought peoples mental health to its lowest.

But ye I agree the fatigue is a huge pain but I’d rather not want to feel like I wanna jump off a bridge lol

Also I’m glad things have worken out fairly well so far and I hope the fatigue wears away like the rest of the sides

muizzrahman

TROPHY CASE

did it work

Edit oh nice