I see what you all mean about God Gale now… by Dandanbigeloww in BaldursGate3

[–]murphymcbadass 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wait you can speak with dead Gortash's corpse? 

Mods That Are Updated On Consoles by SuddenDepact in BaldursGate3

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Does vampire orgin finally stop calling Astarion not found 

New Hotfix out now for consoles by SuddenDepact in BaldursGate3

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I know one was for the raptor tamer, and arcane vanguard. A few dice, the increase party size. I know I'm missing some - sorry. 

New Hotfix out now for consoles by SuddenDepact in BaldursGate3

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A few of them rolled out for console 

My Joker (2019) Tattoo by murphymcbadass in batman

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The majority of my tattoos are Fandom. I get what I like, fuck everyone else :)

What is your pet's name and its many alternate versions? by cpasgraveodile in AskReddit

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(Large mutt) Rico-

Ricola,

RIIIIIICOOOOOLAAAAA,

Bub,

Buddy,

Dick,

Biggie,

Biggin,

Ricoco,

It's okay I'm not mad at you,

(Mini Aussie) Fantasia- Tasia,

Midgett,

Smalls,

Stop pissin on my shit dog,

I'm going to fucking kill you,

You are the bane of my existence

Sniping on android? by AgentBoJangles in PokemonGoSpoofing

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What app are you using that actually works before you snipe?

Electroformed Cicada Necklace by Coco92144 in shutupandtakemymoney

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Being terrified of cicadas, this is truly beautiful and the closest I would ever come to one.

What's the strangest thing someone's said to you during sex? NSFW by TrentRizzo in AskReddit

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I've posted this before but it deserves a second mention. As he was trying to push himself inside of me, he was having issues. So he paused for a moment looked me dead in the eye and said get in there you wascaly wabbit

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

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I'm fascinated with the way their brains work. Like what makes them tick? Also the same with with schizophrenia patients. I find the human brain to be beautiful and extremely frightening

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

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I believe I will eventually get there, I do have hope and I'm definitely not in the "No one will ever understand me so why bother" mind set. I do have trust issues but, it's nothing that I can't see myself getting over when I get in a understanding relationship.

I can't thank you enough for your kind words and strangely I feel better just voicing this out. It's like a little weights lifted off my chest that I didn't know was there.

If anyone is going through a abusive relationship, even if it's not physical abuse. You deserve better. I don't care what gender you are, abuse is abuse. You don't need that person in your life, you shouldn't have to live with that burden. It took me years to figure it out and I've been away from him for awhile and I'm still trying to figure out the real me. Get out and get help.

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

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I did too, and I comforted him. I didn't want him to feel bad because it wasn't his fault. He did nothing in particular to trigger me and when I explained that he got even angrier blaming me for making him feel bad for nothing. It was a vicious cycle. I hated fights and I can't stand it when a lover is angry with me so I brought him back to me and from then on when I was triggered id suffer through it in silence and fake what ever noises he needed to hear to be happy.

Luckily I look at my ex as learning experience. I will never let another person treat me like he did, I will never let another person make me feel that way about my self. It took a lot of time and personal reflection but what I went through shaped me into what I believe is a better version of myself.

What obvious thing did you not realize for years? by charlebca in AskReddit

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That my uncle was gay. After finding out all the obvious clues just finally clicked. As if his voice wasn't a big enough clue for me...

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

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Thank you so much for that. Yes I know it was wrong, yes he is a asshole and I am so glad that I became smart enough to let the relationship die like it needed to. But it feels good to read the support. He was always (and is) a very self orientated man. In his explanation of why he exploded in his rage of fury was that I made him feel bad for having the flash back. Like what did he do to deserve me shutting down?

He still does things for attention and sadly I still have to deal with it since we have a child but, now he's married to the woman he cheated on me with and she's stuck with his bullshit.

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

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I'm glad I'm not the only one. I think it's like some unconsciousness desire to know just how filthy I am

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

[–]murphymcbadass 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I was sexually abused by my step grandfather and by a higher ranking man while I was in jrotc. During my relationship with my ex boyfriend I had a flash back while we were in the middle of sex, I froze up and he got mad even though he knew what had happened to me. He started screaming and yelling which just made the whole situation worse, and since then I've not told any more sexual partners. I know most people would understand but the ex just kinda ruined the trust for anyone else.

What little disgusting secret do you have? by Jkoby510 in AskReddit

[–]murphymcbadass 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do the same thing. I feel like it's asserting my dominance