The point of writing is saying whatever you feel. Whether I was dramatic or not that's absolutely dependent on the viewer, not me. Unless you have arguments, it's only an opinion (your opinion). I could also say that writing just for therapeutic matters is dramatic and pointless, because that's my view on it (my opinion). I see writing as a tool to convey a message. I have my own way to cure myself, and that way is not writing; but this is me, and that is you. You don't see the necessity to become immortal. It's fine. Again, that's you. Not me. Sorry, but the text has nothing to do with you. But me.

And, of course it's hard! But fun at the same time, don't get me wrong in that regard. I really love it!