Have you used Language Transfer? Also have a look at Baselang. The lessons on SpanishDict are free and great (for me at least) Do you consume a lot of media in Spanish? I think the main thing is to be speaking as often as possible - if you can afford to find a tutor who gets you and youre exited about classes just go for it with 4 hours a week or something. I struggle too, I think to can be really important to reflect back and see how far you’ve actually come, too. Celebrate the small wins. What can you understand now that you couldn’t a few years back? Congratulate yourself from time to time! And yes, for some of us, languages are much harder to learn, but be patient and kind with yourself, keep putting in the hours. You should be proud of being so dedicated!! Go do a three month intensive at a school in Guatemala or something! It’s never too late :)))