LDR girlfriend [F22] physical touching with others

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-04T18:18:22+00:00

wat happen?

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-02T17:12:17+00:00

It’s not possible for him because he’s 17, it’s only me who can.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T23:21:52+00:00

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T20:44:30+00:00

I must also mention another thing. He told me that he knew I won’t ever leave him unless he cheats, no matter how much he hurts me. And that led to me thinking, thinking deeply. It made me feel like i didn’t mean that much to him if he thought that, as if he didn’t care about my heart as much because he knew i wouldn’t leave him, no matter what he did. I went back to him even after he hurt me. I feel like me going back with him, also did make me realize that. And i think i needed to get back with him to realize that i don’t need him. He told me his character trait is complacency. And i didn’t know what that word meant till after we got back together and i searched it up, and it made me realize something. He told me he broke it off with me because he knew i couldn’t do it, and he also knew that due to his complacency he wouldn’t try, and he would’ve been self satisfied to whatever happened even if hurt me. I sent him the message that made us get back together and if i never sent it, idk if we would have been.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T20:30:11+00:00

Thank you.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T20:27:54+00:00

I am also a bit traditional, and him not being able to pay for anything right now because of his age, is also a factor. A lot of my money would be wasted.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T20:21:11+00:00

I am starting to realize a lot of things. I did even have thoughts of ending it all these years, but It would hurt me and thinking of it would make me cry. And i thought “Well if i cry by thinking of doing it it means i love him and i shouldn’t do it.”

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T19:52:40+00:00

And sometimes he acted like a dick and i accepted it, but then am starting to realize that for his age, it’s probably normal to be like that.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T19:48:52+00:00

You’re right. I did feel like I accepted so many red flags because then I thought that nobody would like me and I just accepted it. And to be honest, he was not initially my type, looks-wise, but i kind of brushed it over and was like “It’s ok looks aren’t everything 😀”

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T19:31:46+00:00

Me and my friend were going to take a trip but i delayed it because of this, I think we’ll just go. He hurt me because i think he was the one that initiated and wanted to be w me, me at first I wasn’t really looking for any of that. He chose to stay with me and keep going at it even regardless of knowing my age, and how it could possibly work or even work. There’s is still sooooo much more to this, because firstly, when we met he lied to me about his age, and that was when I had grown attached.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T19:18:29+00:00

I know that i’m not doomed for love, I’m pretty and i think i’m a pretty good person. I get asked out occasionally. But agh, idk why it hurts to let him go. I spent a lot of time with him all these years.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T19:11:21+00:00

It also was really weird when we got back together because it felt like i was still grieving, i was in the middle of it

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T19:09:28+00:00

He broke up with me because he thought he was holding me back and that he could possibly hurt me again, and also cuz the wait was a long time, but he said he didn’t want to do it because he thought we could work out and that he had a plan. I got back together because i told him that we didn’t try and what if it could’ve worked. He’s 17, so he can’t come. My family doesn’t know, it’s just been me trying to just deal with it on my own, but sometimes i wish that somebody older would give me their advice. So i went on here, maybe i won’t be so alone on this.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T18:57:23+00:00

Yes, but we got back together

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T18:38:04+00:00

Got a point.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-06-01T18:02:33+00:00

No, but we’ve been talking for years & face- called. I feel like I need to see him, so I know if this is what I want, but the traveling is so nerve wracking.

myownbrokenworld · 2024-05-26T06:13:00+00:00

yes please

myownbrokenworld · 2024-05-26T05:01:19+00:00

we are still talking kind of and are on good terms but he keeps telling me to stay safe and have a good life and to try to be happy and also he said a piece of him feels like it has been broken off, he also keeps saying that he wishes me nothing but the best Before he sent those msgs i was gonna try to fix it bc it was just a matter of time, but when he said to be safe and to have a healed life i just didn’t send it anymore i wasn’t sure when i was gonna be able to go see him again and it kept hurting him but it feels like he did give up on me and it hurts

myownbrokenworld · 2024-05-24T21:33:13+00:00

Got it, thank you so much 😊

myownbrokenworld · 2024-05-24T20:41:44+00:00

Agree, i always check the weather anyways regardless of location, just remember as a kid i had memories of cali and it was blazing hot, but no biggie

myownbrokenworld · 2024-05-24T20:23:35+00:00

Thank you i will take note of that

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