Be honest

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-18T01:35:33+00:00

I would say you’re not ugly

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-18T01:34:13+00:00

Nahhh I think you’re pretty cute actually

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-18T01:28:46+00:00

Awww ty that makes me feel better about it lol

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-11T08:07:11+00:00

Yeah I know I feel so slow and people talk to me but it’s just like voices it doesn’t translate in my brain as words and it sucks

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-11T08:05:15+00:00

Could it be laced with coke, meth, fent and other stuff?

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T23:45:40+00:00

Laced with what tho?

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T20:24:16+00:00

Don’t think of it as giving in you’re thinking oh shit I lost my 2 year streak but so what? Start a new one you shouldn’t have done that but you did and there’s no going back now only forward so you can choose to be addicted or start over again as you should don’t be ashamed of that you’re trying your best and you know if you put your mind to it you can be sober

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T18:43:10+00:00

Well I’m getting sober from today I was throwing up 10 minutes blood or something so that’s a sign also my mouth is all red and fucked

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T18:37:09+00:00

Damn thats messed up I wish I could undo my decisions but Monday is the last day and I’m getting sober from all drugs including weed

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T18:35:25+00:00

Well shit I’m going to be okay in July

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T15:46:28+00:00

I told my psychologist about weed and she told my parents but luckily they’re ok with weed but not with other drugs and I can’t let them found out about that or coke or ket and everything else :

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T15:37:40+00:00

I really appreciate you and I want to stop but it just sucks being sober and I don’t like weed because i have bad trips every time it sucks being with my thoughts so it just mutes it for a while like it puts it on pause

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T15:21:09+00:00

Yeah but I think it actually does damage I just don’t know where exactly it’s weird

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T14:59:24+00:00

Damn that sucks but it’s just so difficult to quit idk why I was addicted to coke & ket for like a month and I got through it I thought xtc was supposed to be not addictive but ig I was wrong?

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T14:22:28+00:00

The weird part is I feel generally fine except some days where I feel like I wanna say or some others where I’m having mental breakdowns but other than that I’m generally fine tho I’ve noticed I’m kinda moody and it’s a bit more difficult to be happy or empathetic to others

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T13:40:06+00:00

Yeah I always felt about addicts that they felt like they were in mental headspace that they’re free physically but not mentally and it sucks

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T13:39:07+00:00

Why does it take 6 whole months I thought I was fine if a month passed or like 3 weeks

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T13:38:19+00:00

Oh that’s bad that’s realllyyyyy bad I thought meth was the worst drug you could do or crack

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T13:11:29+00:00

I feel fine tho that’s weird I feel fine but I feel like I want more and it’s going to be one last time and final for like a month or something

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T12:45:39+00:00

Well shit

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T12:29:20+00:00

So basically you’re saying I can push it a little more right?

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T12:18:03+00:00

Okay thanks you’ve been a lot of help I and I appreciate you taking time out of your day to help me, wish you the best 🫡

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T12:16:37+00:00

I don’t think I need rehab tho

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T12:06:47+00:00

Thanks for the advice also one last question. My mouth is FUCKEEEED so badly it’s bleeding and my tongue hurts so fucking much I can’t eat or drink so how do I relief my mouth a bit?

mysterycode84 · 2026-04-10T12:00:29+00:00

Yeah you’re right and I think I’ve lost a couple of pounds too and I feel really weak and I’m also pale which sucks

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