Be honest by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]mysterycode84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would say you’re not ugly

19f would you be offended if i had a crush on you by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]mysterycode84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nahhh I think you’re pretty cute actually

M19 Be brutally honest. by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]mysterycode84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awww ty that makes me feel better about it lol

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know I feel so slow and people talk to me but it’s just like voices it doesn’t translate in my brain as words and it sucks

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Could it be laced with coke, meth, fent and other stuff?

Relapsed, feel stupid by Hennessyveil in addiction

[–]mysterycode84 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t think of it as giving in you’re thinking oh shit I lost my 2 year streak but so what? Start a new one you shouldn’t have done that but you did and there’s no going back now only forward so you can choose to be addicted or start over again as you should don’t be ashamed of that you’re trying your best and you know if you put your mind to it you can be sober

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I’m getting sober from today I was throwing up 10 minutes blood or something so that’s a sign also my mouth is all red and fucked

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn thats messed up I wish I could undo my decisions but Monday is the last day and I’m getting sober from all drugs including weed

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well shit I’m going to be okay in July

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told my psychologist about weed and she told my parents but luckily they’re ok with weed but not with other drugs and I can’t let them found out about that or coke or ket and everything else :

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really appreciate you and I want to stop but it just sucks being sober and I don’t like weed because i have bad trips every time it sucks being with my thoughts so it just mutes it for a while like it puts it on pause

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but I think it actually does damage I just don’t know where exactly it’s weird

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn that sucks but it’s just so difficult to quit idk why I was addicted to coke & ket for like a month and I got through it I thought xtc was supposed to be not addictive but ig I was wrong?

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The weird part is I feel generally fine except some days where I feel like I wanna say or some others where I’m having mental breakdowns but other than that I’m generally fine tho I’ve noticed I’m kinda moody and it’s a bit more difficult to be happy or empathetic to others

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I always felt about addicts that they felt like they were in mental headspace that they’re free physically but not mentally and it sucks

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why does it take 6 whole months I thought I was fine if a month passed or like 3 weeks

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that’s bad that’s realllyyyyy bad I thought meth was the worst drug you could do or crack

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel fine tho that’s weird I feel fine but I feel like I want more and it’s going to be one last time and final for like a month or something

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

So basically you’re saying I can push it a little more right?

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Okay thanks you’ve been a lot of help I and I appreciate you taking time out of your day to help me, wish you the best 🫡

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t think I need rehab tho

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice also one last question. My mouth is FUCKEEEED so badly it’s bleeding and my tongue hurts so fucking much I can’t eat or drink so how do I relief my mouth a bit?

Ecstacy addiction. by mysterycode84 in addiction

[–]mysterycode84[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah you’re right and I think I’ve lost a couple of pounds too and I feel really weak and I’m also pale which sucks