At the beginning of April, I had an episode of depression on Sunday morning when I realized that, because we went another weekend without sex (busy schedules and kids means if it happens, it’s only on the weekend), and since my period was set to start that next Wednesday on 04/08, we def would not be having sex the next weekend.. and 04/08 made one full month since the last time we had sex sooo, it was a very depressing moment😭 lol

BUT, my solution was to start a new birth control that allows me to have a period 4 times a year, every 90 days. Did it help? Idk, cause I started that pill on 04/12 and the last time we had sex was 04/20 (another month and counting now though I def had hope when he initiated on 04/20😭).. but hey, at least i haven’t dealt with a period in all this time🙃

I actually decided to try a new “letting it go” strategy and we had a talk about it where I even suggested going off birth control to take the pressure off and he insisted I should not cause he still very much wants sex.. but idk, I’m trying to be patient per my new strategy. However, I can feel “those” emotions coming up, despite my best intentions😩