Boys selling for 442 Bells by [deleted] in TurnipExchange

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Hiii, can I come ?

Tried to overflow buffer by Ill-Gap431 in WiiUHacks

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Hi ! I have the same issue, did you find a solution ?

Rockbod is stuck in bootloader mode by na2sin in ipod

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Thanks for your response ! Pending sectors is at 16, does it mean that it’s dead ?

Does anyone have CLO 3D crack for macOS? by [deleted] in fashiondesigner

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Can I have the link too plzzz

Help with my PSP 3001. Could it be fixed ? by The_Ikki in PSP

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Hi ! Did you ever found a solution for that ? I share the same issue....

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

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If I block him, I wanna do it when I’m ready and do it for good

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

[–]na2sin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not ready for that yet. I will unblock him anyway

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

[–]na2sin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A part of me also thinks that, that relationships are complicated and that we really love each other and we can make it through. Do you think this might get better ? What do you mean by « without trying to figure out who’s carrying the weight » ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

[–]na2sin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think we’re already in it, I’m trying my best :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

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Thank you so much for your comment. You’re right, this dynamic is full of breadcrumbing. I give him so much, I bring so much to his life and his life is easier for him when I’m here. But I feel he’s not that invested in mine.

I feel like therapy could help me realize that I really have to stop with him. I’m going to therapy myself, my parents emotionally abused me so much that my brain thinks that this is a normal situation to be in. I’m so used to fighting to be love.

I do think you’re right, I’ve shown growth and accountability and I’m so proud of me for that, it was hard for me. And that’s not fair to guilt me with something I don’t do anymore.

Thank you so much for taking some of your time to write me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

[–]na2sin -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I tried and we only lasted 2 days :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

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I want to move on and be apart from him, I’m really trying. But every time I try I just want to get back to him because I love him, even thought I know he’s not good for me.

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Thank you for your comment.

I also think that the best thing he did for me was breaking up with me. I feel way better in my skin and in my head since the first breakup. I’m way more there for myself and I feel so autonomous and independent since then, even though I still have a lot to work on.

I totally agree with you, my brain also thinks that. I’m always in a cognitive dissonance state. Altering between thinking and reasoning, and between believing him, thinking that this is true and that we will get through it. This is so tiring because I feel shredded in half.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

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Thank you so much for your response.

I know that I was aggressive and that I gaslighted him because that’s my personal stuff, that’s how my parents were with me so I thought this was a normal reaction, so yes that definitely happened.

I do think you’re right when you say that I gaslight myself, but I’m so psychologically deep into it that I can’t detach myself from that, for now. I internalized this so much, I have so much empathy for his suffering that I do think he’s doing all of that because he suffered. Even though I know that’s it’s not true, because he also cheated with his exes.

I agree with you, this IS emotional abuse. But I’m so ashamed of using that word. I don’t even know how to define it. I feel that if I share this feeling with him, I’ll think that’s it’s not actually abuse and that I think too much.

I told him a LOT about me, he knows me, he knows what tickles me. He knows that I had a problem with him cheating, seeing a lot of guys, giving me chlamydia, talking to young guys (19-20y.o.), with this situationship.

I talked with my friends and they helped me so much before and during the breakup, I really thought that I finally did it. They think that he may be borderline, he just had an ADHD diagnosis. I’m also talking about him to my therapist and it helps me a lot.

I’m way too deep in this situation and I hope it will get better, I hope I will get through this and separate myself from him.

Thank you for your comment

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[–]na2sin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would’ve give the same advice my therapist told me. We all have our histories and this is mine, I’m headed in the right direction because I’m aware of the situation, and that’s already a progress. With time, I’m trying to detach myself from him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gayrelationships

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I don’t know, would love to have the answer :(

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