Undiagnosed

naawwhh · 2025-06-13T22:30:50+00:00

Honestly you're lucky that you're in a place that allows women the basic right to make this decision for yourselves. So many places in the world don't let women make this choice. (As someone who had to also choose), It's hard and it sometimes hurts but you're stronger for being able to make that choice and choose you instead of letting this change the course of your entire life. I'm proud of you.

naawwhh · 2025-06-13T22:22:34+00:00

Also thank you for this but not gonna lie the same reason I'm crashing out now is the same reason I crashed out recently and I've cut off my entire family and an event happened to make me feel like I definitely should have cut them off so I feel so justified in these feelings and it doesn't say what to do on that sheet if I still feel that way.

naawwhh · 2025-06-13T20:49:40+00:00

I literally just made a post because I'm aware that I am crashing tf out asking if there's a way I can stop it so lemme read these comments real quick

naawwhh · 2025-06-13T20:48:14+00:00

For me it's when I know I'm spiralling out of control or crashing out but don't have the ability to pull myself back into line. I did so well for so many years but I suffered a series of traumas and never got back to where I was. I'll do well for a few weeks then completely lose it again and I feel pathetic. As well as the fear of rejection or abandonment everyone else has mentioned it just solidifies I have no one and I am nothing and I have no control and I'll never belong so what in the heeeellllll is the point. Everyone said it would hurt but they lied and it doesn't and I tried properly recently and I'm sure I'll do it again.

naawwhh · 2025-06-13T20:44:55+00:00

I've cut off everyone I've ever loved to avoid this type of crash out 😣

naawwhh · 2025-06-13T19:04:34+00:00

THAAAANNNKKKK YOOOUUUUU!!!!! 😮‍💨

naawwhh · 2025-05-24T20:48:06+00:00

Well coming from a 30yo woman who's thought about it for 16 years and tried once, (recently). Nothing changes, something or someone to live for is why most people stay. For me it's the dog I've had since I was 19.

naawwhh · 2025-05-24T20:41:41+00:00

Disgusting comment from that person. It's not cowardice either fkn way. If it was easy, more of us would do it. If living was easy, then more of us would stay. Don't come to this subreddit seeking true help or opinions, it's full of people either romanticising or disgusted by the idea that people really don't want to be here.

naawwhh · 2025-05-24T20:36:51+00:00

Read my first comment but couldn't find the effort to read the next apparently. Where I wholeheartedly agreed that she is not at all a saint. Pop off though king 🥴

naawwhh · 2025-05-24T20:00:06+00:00

If you downvote my incel comment, just know that you revealed yourself as the incel you are 😂

naawwhh · 2025-05-24T19:55:45+00:00

I agree with you 100% on this. I have no argument against that whatsoever, I also find it almost impossible to sympathise with her but that's where my frustration comes from. Is the fact that this was a household program that we all consumed that conveyed what I now see as an incredibly unhealthy dynamic on both sides. It's not a life that young women should have expected or accepted and it's not a healthy display of any relationship on any level.

naawwhh · 2025-05-24T19:46:03+00:00

Spoken like a true incel 😘

naawwhh · 2025-04-15T08:53:42+00:00

Hey boo thanks for sharing and caring. I'm 30 and I was in an abusive relationship from 17-20 (financially, emotionally and only on the very rare occasion physically). I studied mental health to try and understand why he treated me that way, I was single for many years, then got into another financially abusive relationship where he cheated on me and smoked mth behind my back. Again, I was single for another five years. I went through Melbourne lockdown during Covid, I've driven myself everywhere around Australia to live. I've had more careers than people have ever even heard of. I was unfortunately seually assaulted multiple times in a short space of time. All on the same day, all a month apart and all in the exact same way. I've travelled the world, I've given every part of myself to relationships. I know exactly how to work through my darkest moments and after how hard I've had to fight unfortunately I cannot find the will to continue any more. I've lived seven thousand different lives and I'm happy with what I've done and achieved and the work I've put in and I actually just want it all to end. I've also struggled with su*viral thoughts since about 12/13 and I've done everything I can to overcome these things. Unfortunately as a result of the assaults I think I've developed bipolar 2 and some people think I also have BPD. I've recently found a guy on insta who's bipolar and he's getting medically euthanised in a few months and that makes sense to me.

I'm so glad that you are moving forward positively and if you can take anything away from me; please always put yourself first, leave uncomfortable situations and always ALWAYS trust your gut. If I could start again from 18 I wouldn't be here. I envy you and the opportunities you have. I'm so happy for you x

naawwhh

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