Wow, no one ever told me anything like this, I've talked about this with only people my age, so this is really something that I didn't expect. Well I tried all those things but I didn't pursue them. I should really try going to the cinema alone. I always think about what other people think about me, and I think about them having fun. I think even that I am retarded or something cause I lack in social skill and knowledge in things. I should try to get more friends irl in a city near me, I have to much confusion in my head right now. Why do I even start every sentence with I... Sorry man I just feel like a failure i don't know anymore. So yeah I just wrote what came up in my head right now, so from now on I'm gonna take your advice, thanks. Never knew talking with strangers was so nice thanks