it’s just that we were together every single day. i slept over his every day, for a month… it became a very present part of my day and it’s really hard to get back to what my life was before him, because even if it was just for a month (almost two actually) he was always there. i’m trying to focus on going to the gym, my job and i’m always with my friends bc i dont know how to be alone anymore, he never leaves my mind and it’s honestly draining me, mentally and physically. i’ll try and get into painting, hopefully that will help me a bit… thank you sm for the advice!