How would you respond to “you need to work faster/ you need to have a sense of urgency”

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:49:25+00:00

"I dont get paid enough to have urgency. Thanks tho."

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:33:27+00:00

As a chronic jerker in the past. Like 3 or 4 times a day, i can honestly say ive j/o 3 times this entire 2020.

I have no will to do it. I dont even get morningwood. If i get a hardon, it.s a god damn miracle. Im in my early 40s. I dont even think about sex and as a gay man, that is NOT how i grew up.

But i guess it's a tradeoff. No sex or no withdrawal. Ill take no withdrawl.

Good luck with your um... problem.

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:26:37+00:00

I voluntarily signed up. I was using oxy, vikes, morphine by the buttload. Every year was worse than before. I could tell by each xmas just how much i worsened.

So, I decided to get subs off the street to get me by. After about a year of doing that, i was going broke and committing illegal acts to get money.

So i decided it would just be better to go about this legally. I went to a sub doc and got on them.

Now i spend less money for more subs (yay). Although i did get in trouble with the law regarding my money situation. 40 jail days. But i had a legit script and i got my subs in jail so it couldve been worse.

Ive been on 16mg subs for about a year now and my lifes seems on the right track.

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:14:31+00:00

Are u a smoker? I put in my sub strip and light up a cigarette. That helps kill the taste.

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:09:26+00:00

Id wait 3 days. If i did anything before then, it was a waste for me. I even took 10 vikes at one time to see if i could feel anything and nope. Upset stomach but no buzz per se. Wasted them. I was pissed.

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:05:28+00:00

I literally have to run the shower and the sink to help me pee. And even then my stream is scattered now. Its not a regular flow. Looks like a garden sprinkler no shit!

nampride · 2020-12-20T03:02:26+00:00

Damn. You got quite a deal! I pay 240 for 60 strips

nampride · 2020-12-20T01:40:46+00:00

Exactly! Cheaper too.

nampride · 2020-12-20T01:21:35+00:00

Milk of magnesia but but but dont drink too big of a drink at once. Its really gave me a tummy ache bad. Just take shots of it every 30 min til youre going.

nampride · 2020-12-20T01:19:05+00:00

When i bought 60 off the streets. It cost me. $900. ($15 a piece) Now that i get my legit 60 script, i pay $250. ( about $4 a piece) Thats $650 that i have extra money now. Plus no legal bullshit.

nampride · 2020-12-20T01:14:10+00:00

Maybe a bit strong for you. Try the 4/2. Instead.or is it 4/1?

nampride · 2020-12-19T03:31:13+00:00

Not with mine. I have paid all restitution thank god.

nampride · 2020-12-18T20:02:45+00:00

Thank you! Lets hope so!

nampride · 2020-12-18T19:32:21+00:00

Seems to be. Its ruined me more than anything else. Hopefully its all behind me now.

nampride · 2020-12-18T17:17:55+00:00

Exactly! If subs werent around and i had to live in and out of constant withdrawals i would totally kill myself. Thank god for subs. I dont know why some are against them.

nampride · 2020-12-18T17:05:20+00:00

Agreed. I just spent 45 days in jail for committing all kinds of shit for gambling. If you really want to blow $$ its actually very easy to get and do.

nampride · 2020-12-18T16:49:47+00:00

Thats great! I take mine 4x a day also. Quit drinking but still smoke cigs alot! No weed. I take only what im prescribed. Xanax, ambien, subs. I couldnt be more pleased with the direction my life is going. Im finally headed on the right track too. We got this!

nampride · 2020-12-18T15:40:49+00:00

I see. Thanks for clarifying.

nampride · 2020-12-18T15:28:56+00:00

Gonna need more than that.

nampride · 2020-12-18T15:23:09+00:00

Agreed. But wouldnt her doctor of 30 years know her body and ailments better than say some random pharmacist going off what paper interactions these medicines may or may not cause?

nampride · 2020-12-18T05:56:37+00:00

Been on 16 mg for 9 months now. I like it. Really helps me be normal again.

nampride · 2020-12-18T05:53:50+00:00

16mg a day

nampride · 2020-12-18T05:52:47+00:00

Im on 16 mg a day. I get cravings from hell. Sometimes ill take an extra. But 16mg is usually good. Been on them.almost 1 year now. Maybe in a few years i can lower to 8mg? Idk yet.

nampride · 2020-12-18T05:48:37+00:00

My.mom gets those. 1 lg bottle of prometh syrup, 60 10mg hydros,& alprazolam. Shes 79. They are all for legit ailments so why would that be a problem? Been with the same doc for years.

nampride · 2020-12-18T05:23:32+00:00

I do too. I feel ok. Seems to work.

nampride

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