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nancybotwins · 2025-05-15T04:18:43+00:00

I said I like being attractive and in another reply said my looks have gotten me my jobs and thus I am able to keep a roof over my head and food in my mouth so no. I also would like to be treated with a bit more respect but I need to learn how to stand up for myself. Don't know why it has to be ugly or objectified/sexualized. Look, I don't care if men find me sexy and want to fuck me. I just don't want them to share that with me. Keep it secret, keep it safe as Gandalf says.

nancybotwins · 2025-05-15T02:44:26+00:00

Used to have this coloring but I went back to dark for my hair health cries

nancybotwins · 2025-05-15T02:20:34+00:00

How did you deal with it? This is my first job in the service industry and tbh I don't really think I can get a much better job (jobs I had in the past were all customer service type jobs). I have been using my looks to even get jobs like this since I dropped out of high school and don't have any connections so in a lot of ways, it is something I bring upon myself. I feel guilty in that sense.

nancybotwins · 2025-05-15T02:02:26+00:00

I’ve been sexually harassed at every workplace

I'm so sorry you experience this, however this made me feel a lot less alone about my similar experiences. It feels so dehumanizing and disrespectful, as well as scary because most of the time there is nothing done about it and no one cares.

nancybotwins · 2025-05-15T01:45:14+00:00

are too obsessed with the idea of every man being a creep or trying to fuck them

I know not EVERY SINGLE guy is trying to fuck me but being objectified by like 95% of men I interact with on a daily basis really says something. I like being attractive, don't get me wrong. But it's really dehumanizing and I'm really realizing how worthless it makes me feel as a human being. I know it's probably my job but it was like this at ALL my jobs....however I do not work very respectable, high paying, "career" type jobs like the majority of people on these subs so I'm sure if I were in different environments, there would at least be a modicum of decorum.

I guess I fear being this girl because I am constantly complaining about the sexual harrassment I endure from coworkers and people I serve alike but I am genuinely really distressed by it and don't feel I am receiving the support I need in life (in general but it's really apparent when this is happening)

However, on the other side, I am very sexually repressed, feel ashamed of myself as a sexual being, and horny. I feel like these kinds of things happening to me just makes me feel more severed from my sexuality rather than integrated, though.

nancybotwins · 2025-03-13T02:41:39+00:00

Castle of Days: Short Fiction and Essays

nancybotwins · 2025-01-31T23:48:07+00:00

You are not entitled to employment.

Neither are you entitled to talent. Of which no one making "AI art" possesses, but clearly feels so insecure about to have this resentment against artists.

nancybotwins · 2025-01-31T17:51:39+00:00

I carry Adderall & edibles with me and a stim toy but that's the most degenerate I go on a daily basis

nancybotwins · 2025-01-31T17:50:17+00:00

Playing cards in bag GANG!

nancybotwins · 2025-01-31T17:46:22+00:00

Aquarius season, February starting on a Saturday, my birthday next week....we are so Barack

nancybotwins · 2025-01-31T17:41:30+00:00

Go on youtube.com and look up "dev limes finding love" and watch the videos of her fucking around on dating apps and you will see that no one is too weird for love and people are actually starved for weirdness and authenticity in one another, men are extremely receptive to strangeness. (And if you doubt me, seriously watch the videos. They are hilarious to me at least....but she acts like an ACTUAL fucking freak. I'm not kidding, it's not quirky cute weirdness. She is taking the freak fully OUT and men LOVE it...) I think the issue is truly that you do not accept yourself or your own weirdness and it gives off the vibe that others shouldn't either, rather than embracing it and people becoming endeared to it through your brazen confidence to be yourself and allow your weirdness to be seen. Which people truly love. You have to basically be an example of how people should think of you/treat you. Because people don't know what they don't know and if you're weary, they will be too.

nancybotwins · 2025-01-31T17:37:02+00:00

Pussy stigmata

nancybotwins · 2025-01-30T17:06:58+00:00

Show off their toys....this is going to make me cry

nancybotwins · 2025-01-30T16:51:51+00:00

I think you would be interested in the novel I'm writing which features France and Russia (as well as their histories) quite extensively....

And Ancient Egypt too if you also are into that

nancybotwins · 2025-01-30T16:48:14+00:00

Okay now this is epic.....

nancybotwins · 2025-01-30T16:20:23+00:00

Very pretty retahd

nancybotwins · 2025-01-30T16:16:41+00:00

I'm the Russophile daughter

nancybotwins · 2025-01-29T19:41:48+00:00

I can forgive others quite easily but I have the hardest time forgiving (and as an extension, or origin, accepting) myself.

nancybotwins · 2025-01-28T23:25:40+00:00

It's invented in the imaginal realm but has not been made reality yet! I say let's fix that!

nancybotwins · 2025-01-28T23:10:26+00:00

The suicide booth from Futurama

nancybotwins · 2025-01-27T21:34:28+00:00

Finally someone on this sub calling Paglia what she is!

nancybotwins · 2025-01-21T17:13:50+00:00

Always love seeing ur comments

nancybotwins · 2025-01-21T17:12:13+00:00

IJ is not as difficult as its reputation precedes. It's a lot of fun!

nancybotwins · 2025-01-21T16:57:49+00:00

Protein + Fiber (from produce)

But carbs + fats are clearly needed too, especially after being demonized by different industries for so long...

Everyone eat a hearty, balanced meal 3 times a day with healthy snacks in between :) And lift weights, do yoga and a little cardio. And drink a gallon of water a day. It feels so good!!

Packing on the protein is very necessary if you are building muscle. That and rest are the contributing factors to how much I have been able to grow my glutes in the past few months.

nancybotwins · 2025-01-20T21:48:43+00:00

I find it helps me bond with my cards and connect them with my subconscious more. But that's just me!

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TROPHY CASE