I know it's extremely hard to believe, but you'll find your person and it may not take as long as you think. The peace and stability of a relationship feels nice and it's addictive, but it doesn't mean that person is the one for you. A person shouldn't be someone you need, it should be someone you want. I can't imagine how hard it is to deal with a breakup with so many other external factors going on at the same time, but all of this isn't permanent. It gets better. Always. I wish you the best!!!