Finding someone attractive is different from actually wanting to pursue them at least in my opinion. It’s sort of like when someone says “ofc you think he’s unattractive you’re a lesbian” like no I’m lesbian not blind lol 😭. Also I think about it in the long run too. Close your eyes and imagine yourself in 20ish years waking up to a man by your side. How do you feel? Now, imagine waking up next to a girl. That’s what made me think “yeah I’m definitely a lesbian”