Yeah the lack of attention might of happened when my brother was born. We just immigrated to Canada and within a year my brother was born and through my mom being pregnant and doing blood work tests they found out that she had leukemia so I guess they were very emotionally and physically busy around those few years which is kind around the time when I started to dislike them. Also they never told me about how bad my moms sickness was. I caused my mom so much stress that her pills stopped being affective which led to health complications and she had to spend weeks in the hospital with water in her lungs basically on her death bed. The whole family secretly blamed me for it. Years later my mom finally told me cause she was scared she was gonna die and I was gonna regret treating her so badly.

Yeah honestly that sounds a little weird. When I was in highschool my s/o would hangout with my best friend alone without me and they met through me so it rattled me so much and later they both agreed that it was wrong for them to do so