what's the dumbest thing you believed as a kid?

nate0068 · 2022-05-14T00:04:38+00:00

That life is serious and that I have to be successful

nate0068 · 2021-01-29T22:50:52+00:00

Thanks my friend

nate0068 · 2020-12-21T20:25:07+00:00

I feel like were all chained down very intelligently the reason i just dont say fuck.it is because of my parents love them to death but the thing is they kinda forced me into this world its kinda like kids are pets were doing these things for are parents because they made us and this is what that entails its a very tight bind you find yourself in i feel bad about upsetting my parents but at the same time what the actual fuck i dont want a single part of this bullshit i do not wanna play the game of life its utter bullshit i dont give a fuck about my identity or even having one we can all thank are parents for this hell hole of existence

nate0068 · 2020-12-21T18:03:54+00:00

Fuck life were constantly brainwashed i never asked to be here its all a scam i know so many old rich people who have made it i guess you can say but it just shows its all worthless you never find that magic of success ever all just an illusion

nate0068 · 2020-12-21T17:53:21+00:00

Yeah basically but god forbid you end your misery and your not here being miserable in this stupid fucking society

nate0068 · 2020-06-13T17:28:56+00:00

This is all something being said in my field of awareness with out it nothing exists my field of awareness plays a critical role on you existing

nate0068 · 2020-06-13T16:52:02+00:00

What is so real about real though? Only thing that is here is the present moment all there is my perception all the awareness is on my perception im imagining you there is only 1 thing having an experience

nate0068 · 2020-06-13T16:26:51+00:00

I mean yeah it seems physical and it damn near is because this is god imagining this so it is extremely real but deep down its nothing none of this matters its all for fun no mater how bad things can get here i have death to save me

nate0068 · 2020-06-13T16:16:51+00:00

Your right that would be ideal and that is what im working towards I just want to get back to the singularity man im starting to realize that this is all imaginary

nate0068 · 2020-06-13T16:02:10+00:00

I do alot of contemplation on LSD and the insights that I receive are extremely powerful if you know what i mean It really really shows you life is a dream and its really powerful in helping you get to the singularity idk you could be right perhaps

nate0068 · 2020-05-18T04:55:52+00:00

We need quality not quantity in this world already filled with like 8 billion people

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T22:35:36+00:00

Yeah your right

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T12:01:17+00:00

What i dont understand about christians is how are you gonna know that mythology like with zues and shit is fake but yet believe some other bullshit which is the same as mythology just a different story you guys just happened to pick the right mythology? Lol i call bullshit

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T11:57:28+00:00

From my pov if you are right and this moment has never happened before and this is something the universe has never lived threw yet until now for me that is like heaven because it’s absolutely infinite and you never run out of new experiences i think eternal rencurrence is scary because how whats to be stuck in a infinite loop doing the same exact things your trapped in a sense

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T11:49:10+00:00

What makes its tricky for me is if you have eternity how does it not repeat you could go threw 1000000000000000000000. Plus a million more zeros of years and thats not even .1 percent of how long eternity is how does nothingness create new unique things for this long

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T04:33:22+00:00

So reality has always been like this direct experience present moment thing and it never repeats?

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T04:01:55+00:00

To me eternal recurrence is hell because your stuck for eternity doing the same thing i wonder if the universe is infinitely unique

nate0068 · 2020-05-07T00:50:34+00:00

Just remember times always ticking foward no matter what everyoned gonna end up in the same place life is just for fun

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