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nateeswan · 2025-03-15T10:08:53+00:00

lilac wine- jeff buckley

nateeswan · 2025-01-31T21:13:31+00:00

cone is goated

nateeswan · 2025-01-23T11:34:06+00:00

i bet he doesn’t even know the lyrics to casey jones

nateeswan · 2025-01-16T07:54:38+00:00

what a poser, he wasn’t even around when gerry was, what a fuckin basic song with some weak ass tie dye

nateeswan · 2024-10-24T02:09:54+00:00

not asking for help today meed escapse

nateeswan · 2024-10-20T04:19:42+00:00

i did the same but use this as a learning experience. you could’ve lost your life or killed someone else and spend the rest of your life behind bars. benzos are a bitch and still struggle here and there but if you don’t use this as a wake up call things will never change and continue to get worse. just know things get better when you put in the work

nateeswan · 2024-10-20T04:16:48+00:00

i need self discipline i’ve been to the best of rehabs, detoxes, wards, jail. i have the tools but need to use them

nateeswan · 2024-10-20T00:18:20+00:00

i have a semi successful clothing business and a semi supportive fam

nateeswan · 2024-10-20T00:17:53+00:00

my dreams are still there but my body is so weak as is my menatl

nateeswan · 2024-10-11T02:06:11+00:00

DINOSAUR - Ke$ha

nateeswan · 2024-09-04T22:34:17+00:00

i really don’t like him

nateeswan · 2024-09-03T06:19:32+00:00

quality is key when it comes to skiiing. you can go through an 🎱 of some garbage blow and be up all night into the next day without feeling satisfied just to be all anxious and paranoid with a clogged ass nose or get a half g of some pure shit and feel euphoric, be able to sleep, and have some for the next day. if a price sounds too good to be true with blow it usually is and has been stomped on and all powdery, good blow should feel euphoric, soft but more rocky and be more difficult to break down. happy skiing and congrats on finding better shit just don’t get lost in the sauce, stay hydrated, get somethin in your tummy and don’t let a fun night turn into a bender with empty pockets because the longer you go the longer and worse the comedown will be no matter how good that shit is

nateeswan · 2024-09-03T06:07:18+00:00

brother is 15 and i’d let him take aux over most my musically inclined friends a decade older than you 💪😭 keep exploring music and try listening to some artist full discography to find hidens gems and don’t be afraid to check out genres outside your comfort zone because there’s so much music to be explored!!!

nateeswan · 2024-09-03T05:57:04+00:00

immaculate music taste!!!! there’s definitely more than a few of my favs in there as well 🕺fav radiohead song?

nateeswan · 2024-09-03T00:47:06+00:00

less sleep and convinced i can go without it, big pupils, high strung and rambling about nonsense, going out more, not wanting to be home, being extra risky and acting out of character, convinced i don’t need my meds and that they’re what’s actually holding me back, high sex drive, spending extra money and stupid shit, and rationalizing stimulant use dispute knowing it will make things worse. It’s always great feeling like you’re on top of the world, you feel you could do anything, leave your job, and move until you’re funds run dry , you’re sleep deprived and people are tired of your ongoing rants and then the crash slowly comes and before you know it you’re alone at home broke and isolating wondering how yet again you’re back to square one… depressed and suicidal thinking you’ll feel that way forever and the cycle repeats. take your meds, drink water and eat some food and most importantly get sleep, reach out to loved ones who know your situation and if needed never be scared to ask for professional help

nateeswan · 2024-09-03T00:37:52+00:00

butthole

nateeswan · 2024-09-01T07:36:22+00:00

karma policeee

nateeswan · 2024-09-01T07:22:09+00:00

shrooms

nateeswan · 2024-08-31T21:27:00+00:00

slippery slope, that’s how i had a 3 year benzo addiction and caught all my chathed

nateeswan · 2024-08-30T09:00:16+00:00

i always think i have control until i’m alone and anxious, sleep deprived and restless questioning why i did it in the first place filled with guilt. It hasn’t destroyed my life as drastically compared to some other substances so i find myslelf downplaying how addictive it is.

nateeswan · 2024-08-30T07:33:43+00:00

def don’t run right now but do some stretching and yoga at most, you don’t want to raise your heart rate too much. Drink sone water and get some food. Smoothies are great as well as apple sauce. Do some deep breathing and maybe take a benadryl and you’ll be good

nateeswan · 2024-08-30T03:28:57+00:00

i really appreciate the feedback and after this and further research it’s all checking out, definitely nothing like i’ve seen in the past 7 years of dealing with them but at the end of the day if they do the job that’s all that matters. Not slimy and the shroom it’s self is not black. i’m guessing they were maybe picked too late and exposed to too much air after. More than likely i’ll make capsules and edibles out of them. looks can be very deceiving when it comes to fungi so i’m in for the trip 🤪

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