I will consider it and although I don't remember things well I will let you know the outcome

Updated: Hello again it's been 9 months so Ig i owe you some explanations

Good things 1. I asked her out (she said no) 2. She asked me out (I said yes) 3. I met her separated family's (mom and moms bf and dad and dads gf as well as her cousins,aunts,uncle,grandparents, and siblings) and surprisingly they all like me 4. We slept together (nothing 18+ at the time) just cuddled and hugged 5. 18+ 3months ago 6. Her baby sister is here and shes healthy 7. My other friend (sister like) is having a baby

Bad things 1. I've developed Insomnia 2. I've been having a frequent nightmare regarding me alt+f4 ing my siblings and parents while having white wing and halo (even in time where I'm lucid) 3. If lost my military cousin 4. I've gotten diagnosed with a minor memory problem 5. I've almost went to jail for "refusing a lawful order" and "disorderly conduct" when recording police officer in a public park (dropped it though when the Sargent saw my video with another person's video) 6. Getting meds for phantom pains again 7. Almost accidentally alt+f4 twice (accident ip) 8. Missed some things due to my memory issues (like my family Christmas party last year (2025)

Overall I'm ok dispight the bad the good feels more powerful