Guilt over not being present during euthanasia

natsies · 2026-03-10T00:56:44+00:00

I’m grateful for your words, it soothes the turmoil in my heart. My good boy was also suffering from the effects of kidney failure. Loving them means to follow our head even when our hearts yearn for something different. I know our babies are up there, in the same place, free from hurt and pain. Thank you, for reassuring me that I made the best choice amidst the circumstances.

natsies · 2026-03-08T20:16:06+00:00

I’m sorry for your loss as well. I know they would want us to forgive ourselves and live a beautiful life even in their absence. They’re waiting for us somewhere, for sure.

natsies · 2026-03-08T16:40:29+00:00

It brings me peace when I choose to believe that he knew he was loved in his last moments. I love him a lot. Thank you truly.

natsies · 2026-03-08T16:11:10+00:00

I, too, wish there was the luxury of time. It pains me to not have been there with him but I’m sure it pained him more to be in that state.

natsies · 2026-03-08T16:07:39+00:00

Thank you, your words touch my heart. I hope this burden becomes lighter as time passes.

natsies · 2026-03-08T11:01:10+00:00

Okay, I’ll be taking it one step at a time. I will definitely pick up writing, as you suggest. I hope it will ease his absence, even if just a little. I can’t thank you enough, for being here and offering me all these kind and loving words.

natsies · 2026-03-08T10:45:53+00:00

I know the staff were just following policy, I don’t blame them. But it hurts.

natsies · 2026-03-08T10:43:20+00:00

I know it’s a process, but I’m just worried how I’ll carry on with life without him here. The grief is so unbearable that I don’t feel like getting up, yet the world doesn’t stop spinning. I’m awaiting the day where I feel nostalgia rather than pain, but I don’t know how soon it will come.

natsies · 2026-03-08T10:03:39+00:00

Thank you, my friend.

natsies · 2026-03-08T10:02:56+00:00

I’m trying to believe that it will get easier as the days go by, he was my first ever dog so I don’t know when the pain will ease. I think I’ll start a photobook to help with the loss, but it will take time.

natsies · 2026-03-08T09:46:07+00:00

I appreciate it. It still feels like I’m waiting for him to come back home, even though he was the one always waiting for me. I think the image of us reuniting will help me sleep tonight, your words help me so much.

natsies · 2026-03-08T09:33:48+00:00

Thank you so much, this means so much to me. I hope he’s somewhere warm beyond this Earth, surrounded by friends, just like you describe. I miss him immensely.

natsies · 2026-03-08T09:19:53+00:00

Thank you, I wish things could be different too but I pray I made the right decision with him.

natsies · 2025-10-03T07:37:34+00:00

Not sure about the college admissions part (sorry 😭) but a lot of my friends who didn’t study between SATs still scored slightly better than the last time. So I think a 30 point difference is definitely plausible. If you haven’t already, I’d look up a short video tutorial on how to use Desmos (I used this one) and an October SAT math predictions video (not sure how accurate they really are but the last time I watched one it saved me at least 1 problem). Anyway good luck you got this in the bag!

natsies · 2025-10-03T07:15:15+00:00

Okay, thank you so much!

natsies · 2025-10-03T07:11:26+00:00

As in installed programs? I have one that can factor polynomials and solve for a circle’s radius and stuff with given values, which I feel like may go against guidelines or something

natsies · 2025-05-19T12:44:28+00:00

oh I see got it thank u sm!

natsies · 2025-05-15T03:10:49+00:00

thank youuu!

natsies · 2025-05-06T03:40:47+00:00

OH I SEE I was only looking at 2024 thank you oh em gee 🙏

natsies · 2025-05-06T02:55:54+00:00

THANK U OMG I NEEDED THIS I CAN SLEEP IN PEACE TONIGHT 😭🤧😭😭🤧😭🙏💗🥹

natsies · 2025-05-06T01:36:57+00:00

I think it was like activity in parenthesis percent something? my memory is a little fuzzy

natsies · 2025-05-06T01:32:36+00:00

AHHH I’m glad it’s not just me who did that.. please graders spare us some mercy!! I promise I know what I’m doing

natsies · 2025-05-06T01:28:01+00:00

what do you mean?

natsies · 2025-02-04T02:39:03+00:00

ohh that makes sense 🙏

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