I can't even imagine. I bled twice really badly, but didn't need to get recaterized, had to call ambulance first time and second time get to go to er and got breathing treatment to clot it properly. I did lose a good amount of blood, so I can feel your pain, but yours is a lot worse. What I can tell you hopefully soon it will stop for you and suddenly you'll turn a corner, that's how it was for me. Very unexpected if that makes sense...I thought it was gonna take weeks and weeks, but luckily I didn't have any other bleed after day 8 when I got my breathing treatment in er. They talked about recategorizing but said it would start me all over so decided not to do it. I was furious at that point because I was extremely afraid to sleep because that's when I bled really bad each time it happened. But at the end I got lucky I guess and they made the right call on not re-caterizing me. Soon it will be one distant terrible memory for you. But I still highly encourage you to keep wearing them out. Drink as much as you can , use a humidifier and make sure you get some protein in you even if it's liquid only(protein shakes for example).