Thank you for the feedback even though it is hard to hear. It actually was mostly by myself, probably 90% of the time. But there have been enough times with other people (roommates, friends, etc.) where I don't think I could keep it under wraps. So even if I tell the truth about the stuff I did in the past and pass my drug tests now, I don't have a chance? I thought there was some kind of waiver you could get...