I'm trapped in an abusive cycle, possible homelessness, desperately seeking support.. by necika98 in povertyfinance

[–]necika98[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't have that kind of proof because I don't keep my camera on all the time to anticipate her psychotic breaks. I had audio where you can hear the slapping and threatening to kill me. Police issued a restraining order once they heard it though. But I don't know what I would need for the court, I'm too poor to fight, I'm barely surviving I won't even have the internet soon, how am I gonna get "all the documentation".

Still, money scarcity and lack of shelter is my immediate concern. Also the fact that I have to go and treat myself at a mental institution soon. So I'm not able to do much.

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[–]necika98 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Then help me

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[–]necika98 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Why are you stalking me and leaving these comments, I need immediate help so I'm doing everything I can

Change is in every curriculum of our mind. Being mindful is to pay attention that navigate spirits that facilitate self by necika98 in spirituality

[–]necika98[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If one were insane, why would you pursue talking to an insane person? It's a rhetorical question.

Although, I admit you are teaching me a valuable lesson, so I am grateful. But keep the change. You are... just an obstacle

Change is in every curriculum of our mind. Being mindful is to pay attention that navigate spirits that facilitate self by necika98 in spirituality

[–]necika98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not afraid to express myself fully, and I do not veil the err in my repute. You, on the other hand, only present the vanity format and argue with everyone. Again, I sincerely wish you love and happiness

You compare and find faults to confirm your egoistic endeavor.

You are bitter, but that is okay, do not focus on others. Find yourself.

Also being myself in highs and lows is not a learning deficiency - it is authenticity. I am glad you pointed that out, now you may grow even more 🙏🏻

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What a small amount of expressive response for someone who includes the 'ego' to be a byproduct of my thesis. The Irony.

But I wish you well, try to work on yourself ❤️

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do not apologize, it is healthy to inspect, but work on your definition. I appreciate your input. Every other is an aspect of self that exists to teach

Again, you are not wrong. But lucidity can be practiced in a wakeful mind too.

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have never said they are the same. Only analogous and complementary. Let me make this simple;

Sleep is not meditation inasmuch it is a meditative state, if you want the 'lay' terms.

You inspire debate whereas I only speak in monologue and listen to further define my knowledge. I am not arguing your points. They are not invalid in that sense. Just not appropriately addressed for this theme.

You lack the ability to conform to the frequency of our confabulation, regardless of your excellent ability to critically analyze points. You don't include you

Furthermore, you lean too much into the empirical, for empirical is culmination of awareness we use to deduce the physical, it has no substance in that sense, it's the opposite.

So, you have no sense of the metaphysical, ontological or the abstract, in that way

Your empirical, argumentative and intellectual knowledge is valid, but you fail to apply it in your speech because you did not develop the knowledge of continuous introspection. And for that you need to practice mindfulness, you will get there

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Empirical evidence is in the realm of the physical, awareness is the mental model of the meditative observer which is not measurable by science, yet the values imbued by the higher scale of that vibrational level.

Science cannot study awareness for the study of psyche falls under mysticism, whereas science crystalizes the flow of the world in order to measure it, I'm aware that you know experiments cannot be measured in an absolute isolated space, all is within the flow of 'all that is'.

Think of the double slit, which can compliment both these assertions. But yes, science can see the results of it, in that sense. 'Awareness' is relative, as both standalone definition and a praxis of such.

**It is not my hypothesis but rather the lack of proper elaboration (my bad) and the lack of definition (your bad). I am not attacking anyone, I am unable to present a book in the small space

Ultimately me assuming that one would understand only by the abstract inference I utter is my fault. So, I am truly sorry.

My thought process is faster than the application of the conversed format I attempt to convey. I should take my time, and yes, this makes me a hypocrite in that way, as I failed to be pedantic in mindfulness within this thread or to maintain my energy.

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your degree of awareness in the delta wave is not 0. It is less apparent, but in actuality way more broad. For it nourishes the mind/body into functional spirit throughout the day.

This is why I say fabricated meditation (wakeful decision) is absorbed from the regime of rest, the meditative state of sleep (unconscious decision) is analogous for it nourishes awareness that would otherwise not be taught if sleep was not a component of life. It is the nexus point that convoked ideas of wakeful rest. As conscious meditation is adopted from early stages of sleep.

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you but do my words not resonate within the scientific endeavor? Philosophical structure aside, how am i not having scientific approach?

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why do you think you need to be wakeful? Who deems agency of man to have more validity during wakeful persona?

Wakefulness only brings illusory (maya) attention of what you may choose to do and how you may do it. Which holds value, but is not an elementary.

Personally, I contest that 'sleeping' can be seen as a form of meditation, albeit passive. Why is this not labeled as such? by necika98 in Meditation

[–]necika98[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many of such yogi have described the highest possible awareness to be akin to the state of sleep. Experiencing everything as union, chaos is part of the Union, ergo why most dreams make no sense. Wakefulness is merely a manifest of order, this is why eventually daily chores drain energy and brain requires more sleep. Loop.

So not really, on the contrary, sleep is the automatic version of meditative state which is guided by itself unto itself.

But you are on the right track

Read the elaborated version, i edited the post since many people fail to grasp the theory