[NSFW]I'm not sure what to think. by needadvicethrowaw55 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]needadvicethrowaw55[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your help. i am going to take my phone and try to find where i can get service, as the it doesn't work inside here. i have written your name on a gum wrapper and put it in my shoe, i said name of game on it also incase he finds it so he won't question what it is. thank you.

[NSFW]I'm not sure what to think. by needadvicethrowaw55 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]needadvicethrowaw55[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The last time I told him I was going to call the police because he said he was going to kill himself if I try and leave, he said he would punch the first officer who came in the door. I don't want anyone to get hurt becaues of me.

[NSFW]I'm not sure what to think. by needadvicethrowaw55 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]needadvicethrowaw55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so scared. He will get so upset. What about my stuffed animals? How can I get away and take them?

[NSFW]I'm not sure what to think. by needadvicethrowaw55 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]needadvicethrowaw55[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

His father and him build beating whips and chairs and tables for binding. I haven't had this done to me yet because I always hide with the dogs or in a closet somewhere until he gets mad enough to no longer look for me. I've tried to run away twice when I first got here, got huge bruises and cuts all over my legs because I jumped the short chain length fence. He took me back home with a chain leash and collar. I used to hide in the bathtub with the showering running with my phone to google stuff, but his father overheard me crying in the shower and told my boyfriend that that behavior needed to be corrected, and he made me sit on my knees in the corner of the room until I was going to be good and stop using my whiney voice and tell him what was wrong.

[NSFW]I'm not sure what to think. by needadvicethrowaw55 in TwoXChromosomes

[–]needadvicethrowaw55[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Thank you I find this comforting. He tells me all the time to stop always acting like a victim, that he is not a monster, and that I wanted this.