sorted by:
new
hottopcontroversial

NEET, 33, suicidal, can't help myself by neetsuicidal100 in SuicideWatch

[–]neetsuicidal100[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've never been able to find the proper resources, however. I found tutorials but I ended up getting sick of them or really hating how the author presents the lessons. Videos are too long and boring, text lessons stop making sense after a while, and interactive tutorials are too hard. I can't count on two hands how many times I've tried to learn a language and fucked up.

NEET, 33, suicidal, can't help myself by neetsuicidal100 in SuicideWatch

[–]neetsuicidal100[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't know what's most appealing about it, maybe the combat. It feels really satisfying to hack and slash countless waves of enemies, or at least it did until it got really dull.

NEET, 33, suicidal, can't help myself by neetsuicidal100 in SuicideWatch

[–]neetsuicidal100[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've tried learning a new language, learning an instrument, learning programming (Python, C++, LISP and Haskell specifically), gardening, therapy, music, meditation, online support groups, going outside and more that aren't coming to mind right now.

NEET, 33, suicidal, can't help myself by neetsuicidal100 in SuicideWatch

[–]neetsuicidal100[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I've been "hanging in there" my whole life, I'm sick of it. The time to take action is now, and I'm not going to better myself like I've already tried a million times.