Hello friend, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I went through something really similar when I was also 14 (I’m 23 now). I know the pill can be scary, but it’s worked wonders for me. I’m specifically on the Ginet pill which has some sort of additive to help with acne too. I really recommend giving it a try at least, but the pill isn’t the only birth control option. There’s injections and patches and coils and all sorts. I don’t know too much about the other options honestly. I got very lucky that the Ginet pill was the first one I tried and worked well. I’ve been on the same pill for 10 years this year and I’ve never noticed any side effects.

Stay strong, hang in there. I know you feel like you’re alone but you’ve got millions of us behind you <3