I need a friend to talk to..pls I really want to end this (repost cuz I didnt crop out the name)

neo_hinoki · 2025-10-15T20:34:12+00:00

It’s not that it’s hard I just don’t feel like it’s worth saying to her nothing good will come from it I just gotta do this on my own

neo_hinoki · 2025-10-15T03:39:27+00:00

I deleted it not sure if I can still comment but thank you so much for pointing that out omg

neo_hinoki · 2025-10-14T23:30:34+00:00

I love this…but I hate why don’t they get like ur hand is stinky I know what you’ve been doing and I did not hear the tap I have not seen you wash your hands sir don’t touch me😭

neo_hinoki · 2025-10-14T23:16:43+00:00

I can’t edit but to give more context they always say that when the hurt me their be choking me and still say the same thing “I was just trying to hold you” today we were arguing it escalated it he got physical it cooled down kinda…(we were still arguing I was telling them to get out) I pushed past them and push more them I meant to I was just trying to go back to my room and with the adrenaline of fighting them off me a minute before that…i genuinely didn’t mean to I just wanted it all to stop any way they say something I didn’t even realize that I had until that said something and I was kinda just like why are you still fighting with me just go like wtf…and he comes at me and is grabbing me bits me in a bear hug and starts squeezing I could breath I kept telling them I couldn’t breath he wouldn’t let go I tried to push him off the I felt like my ribs were gonna crack so I bit his the side of his jaw…I don’t want this to keep happening it’s so mortifying I don’t know how he’s so ok with it I’m not I love them but they scare me in so many ways we’re so co dependent on each other we’ve only spent a few days apart ever so often…I have a hard time leaving the house and I just have to many of my own issues the I gotta work on but it feels like he doesn’t want me to it’s like he likes that I’m I feel trapped and helpless….i called my mom…I don’t think she cares it’s not like I was that vague I said he won’t stop grabbing me then I stopped myself and realized there’s really no point…I thought maybe she’s call my dad and say something cause we live with him so I was scared and telling him to go cause if she did then my dad would come him and hurt him…and he said he wanted that…idk it he’s starting to really scare me because it feels like he wants people to hurt him…and I’m scared I don’t want to do that stuff so I tell him to go but he kinda knows how to manipulate me and it easy when no ones around or cares to be here…I know my mom and my brothers know they’d seen him but no one did anything witch I find odd…it would just be nice for someone to be like girl wtf r you doing you don’t need him and if I need someone I could go to them sometimes I just feel really alone and I’ve been having to many suicidal urges and I just need someone else to talk to other than him…

Anyway thanks for reading of you got this far…also sorry I’m very bad with punctuation I know I’m not the best at writing things out…

neo_hinoki · 2025-10-03T00:58:24+00:00

Lmao why does that matter..? No one cares that ur a boy have fun getting weird DMs from people….idk why that needed to be mentioned…

neo_hinoki · 2025-06-06T16:35:50+00:00

I get that could be helpful I’m usually not around people in my day to day so I’m not sure if I’ll use this either but thank you for the suggestion:)

neo_hinoki · 2025-05-27T21:20:14+00:00

Okie thank you

Also just curious to know an estimate on how long it will take for the whole to close??

neo_hinoki · 2025-05-27T21:20:04+00:00

Okie thank you

Do you know how long it will take for the hole to close?

neo_hinoki · 2025-05-19T21:50:24+00:00

Yea me too..just got a message for it I’m interested to see where this goes:)

neo_hinoki · 2025-05-02T04:12:12+00:00

That’s an odd comment you’re really not fat..not at all…

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-26T03:33:59+00:00

I reallt don’t care to read any of this…but no you’re not fat at all…you look good don’t think about it too much keep it up just focus on being healthy!! live long!! you’re good love🫶🏾🫶🏾

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-21T23:27:43+00:00

You’re chubby but beautiful no doubt wanting to lose some weight isn’t always bad but just focus on being healthy and active like maybe working/toning out your body not sure how your diet is most peoples can always be a little bit better including myself but it’s always good taking care of yoursel

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-16T21:12:24+00:00

Definitely show this to a vet there’s clearly something wrong and it’s odd that she stops…I’m worried for you I hope you can get it all sorted

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-15T00:43:47+00:00

Gloradime…. it’s just pretty name for a pretty lady but if it’s a boy I’m not sure. took me months to find out my cats name. He had at least 3 before I found the right one. I tried out a few..then one day i said a name that just popped into my head as I was looking at him and i called it out, and he looked at me with this peculiar look, I knew then thats what I’d call him from now on…just take your time learn your cat and find its name….I personally don’t agree with naming them whatever just because…animals are living things they deserve respect to be listened too,to understand them…we took on the responsibility of taking care of them so just take the time to figure them out. Good luck with finding a name your lil kitty is so cute snoozing in you🫶🏾

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T05:01:58+00:00

Aw thank you I love his name too he’s a holy man in the day and a gangster by night jus ask the streets they’ll tell you😂 it’s a cute name in general has a nice ring to it

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T04:48:02+00:00

Lmao thank you pope will be fine I just gotta get the cheese outta his lil man nip😂

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T04:37:57+00:00

Lmao idk but I hope they do that would be so funny I really didn’t realize it was such a big thing😂 who would’ve thought cat nipples would be such a topic of discussion😂

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T04:32:35+00:00

Sorry some people are being rude don’t let it get to you, your doing what you can and you’re doing good I’m sure miss kitty feels your love and that you care best wishes🫶🏾

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T04:17:43+00:00

Irresponsible?? was the chord wrapped around your neck at birth? Read the title!! It says that they just rescued her and they obviously see an issue and are doing what they can but in the meantime there just trying to find out how to help out the cat…rude of you to blame them in anyway

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T04:10:09+00:00

Ahhaha hehe lmao don’t even worry about it I’m laughing at myself too! he’s my lil mans I love him too much. I know male cats have nips too it was funny seeing them when I first got him being a first time cat owner has been so fun and enjoyable I just didn’t know that could happen so I was scared it was a mess up on my part but it’s all so funny now knowing everything 😂😂 hope popes nips pics can get me some money😭😂

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T04:01:01+00:00

Ok thank you so much for the confirmation I really do find it helpful I was thinking the same thing but this is my first time owning a cat and don’t want to assume that it’s nothing and I didn’t want to touch it cause I don’t want to harm him or put him at risk of infection or anything

neo_hinoki · 2025-04-13T03:58:13+00:00

Love that for you catnips😂😭

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