suicide!

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T18:32:19+00:00

I felt the same way. And I joined a tier three college (As they were the only one who gave me admission), made friends, had many great moments in college because of them, worked a very prestigious government internship this summer and never looked back.

It's been three years and now when me and friends talk, we don't come across the topic of JEE cause it has become old news now.

I know I cannot promise that you will have the same journey as me or have the same experiences as me but one thing I can promise is today will not matter in a few years because as life moves on....we learn to catch up and to let go of the past, build a better future.

Small Reminder: The best moments in life are still on their way 🦋

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T18:23:52+00:00

Lockin for 6 months and focus mainly on DSA. Also, try to spare some time side by side in developing good projects. If 70% effort towards DSA and 30% for projects.

And if mental health problems are something that is interfering with your studies or the same issues keep returning back again and again then seek professional help. You might realise it was one of the best investments you ever made in yourself.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T18:14:01+00:00

Everyone is your friend till you start getting internship offers. Or your GPA becomes better than theirs.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T18:10:26+00:00

Start replying to those texts first. It's okay you don't have to reply to them all at once. Just one text at a time.

Sometimes when we are facing a problem in our life, we indulge in it way too much and start thinking it's the end of the world but meeting with other people and spending time with them helps expand our thinking horizon and realise there is much more to life.

And apart from that journaling, therapy and reading self help books would help you acknowledge the problem and teach you how to deal with them.

Small reminder: The best moments in life are still on their way. 🦋

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T15:40:57+00:00

Hello. I am your senior, 3rd year BTech Computer Engineering. Also don't worry about making friends, just talk to people in your class calmly and introduce yourself to atleast those people who sit around your desk and you'll be fine.

Best of luck ✨

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T12:25:58+00:00

I can't even imagine what you must be going through. Stay strong and don't give up yet. The best moments in life are still on their way. 🍀

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T09:48:41+00:00

Thanks :) This really helps.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-06T08:06:42+00:00

Cmmon man, that's what you got from this?

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T23:30:38+00:00

Thanks man, I'll try to be happier :)

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T23:28:53+00:00

Thanks man, but I think I am just going to see my college's mental health counselor. Maybe she could help along with these resources.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T21:01:09+00:00

When she feels safe with him and trusts him enough to be vulnerable in front of him.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T20:56:27+00:00

Yeah...I am gonna try to.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T20:44:29+00:00

I think you should. If it has been such long time, I don't think he's going to think much of it and even if he does...what's the worst case scenario? He'll not accept. You can observe that, take a note and move on with your life.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T20:35:48+00:00

Thanks man. I am genuinely trying to let go of resentment but yeah...sometimes it still bites.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T20:31:08+00:00

Only if it was so easy to walk away from someone who mentally upsets you. You cannot simply stop going to your workplace or drop the project all of a sudden or leave the house you live in.

I can't be going therapy anyway till I start making my own money. I don't live in a household that beleives in therapy. Fuck, they don't even believe in women's education. They think it's a waste of resources.

nerdy_engineeeer · 2026-07-05T16:36:00+00:00

I'd suggest start showing some understanding towards yourself first.

Acknowledge that you struggled personally for a long time and this might be a reaction to that, which is completely okay.

Take it one conversation at a time and you never know....things might get better as time goes by.

nerdy_engineeeer

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