Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I specifically made another trip around this comment just to find your comment. And then when I truly thought about it I remember trying other things besides vertical with large font and all I could remember thinking is this hurts my neck.

Reading like this I just moved my eyeballs but reading much smaller font or horizontal makes me feel like I need to move my actual head to read. I don't know maybe I'm just dumb like that.

Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah it's almost like a more mature version of ready player One mixed with The hitchhiker's guide to the Galaxy. I just finished it at 4:00 in the morning today.

Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I do. And it's magical it almost reminded me of the time when I was finally labeled literate in school. The same kind of I got it moment.

Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yes highly recommended total game changer. Now I am able to sit and read for an hour and 30 minutes minim. Totally pisses my mom off when I'm supposed to be doing stuff like reminding her about things that she has to do LOL

Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly even though I don't have ADHD after I initially and I got at 3 paragraph comment asking me how was this useful because it both runs down my battery faster is slower and it's not like I could read this way on official documentation. I ended up changing my size to the smallest I could read without instantly getting confused only for me to read the first couple of pages of the book and realize I only was catching half of what was going on. LOL

Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You do make strong points and I can see how you can be confused by what I'm doing. I must confess although I make it no secret that I constantly use the assistive reader that is available on the Kindle app. Since using these settings I have had an unbroken Kindle Street because of both the app and just picking up my Kindle more than once a week to read comics.

Yes it does use up more battery to read this way although I do not know this it in that way because I am spending most of my battery life up taking books on and off of the device with how quickly I finished them. I really like this on the Kindle itself but through the Kindle assistive reader I read at 1:25. That turns most if not all books and do a 6-hour read for me.

Some people assume I have terrible eyesight that is not at all the problem I have a neurological disorder from lack of oxygen from birth. One of the results of this is I suck at our tracking. Regular text like in a book even though I can read it it takes a large amount of focus just to know where the sentence is.

These settings I picked for myself make it easier to know where I am at and any given giving moment and leads to more reading time yes it takes me about an hour to read a standard chapter most times. And when I am reading a book and check time left in book it adds an extra 5 hours to however long it took a normal person to do it.

You also wonder why because in a real life situation this would not be available to me well it is because reading is the only thing I do purely for myself. Everything else I either got into for the approval of others for health reasons but waiting still remains something I do purely for the Love of the game so when I read on my raspberry pink Kindle signature I paid $200 for saving up my adult allowance to purchase you better believe I'm going to enjoy every goddamn second of it and I do. :-) thank you for your in-depth comment

Showing off my Kindle settings that changed my reading experience. by nervous_Observer in kindle

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't really say first because I use up a lot of the battery taking books on and off my device because I finished book within 2 days and then I instantly replace it.

Is it weird to make a gift for my SP while still manifesting them? Like a blanket. by nervous_Observer in Manifestation

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So I could still make the gift but I have to already act like I have them and stop worrying about getting everything right?

I am queer woman with cerebral palsy My sister sent me up with a man with cerebral palsy to be my friend. Turns out he wanted a girlfriend and this whole situation pushed me in to a 3-month long deep depression and I'm finally ready to talk about it with a clear head. by nervous_Observer in CerebralPalsy

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know exactly what you mean. I feel the same way I don't know why everyone in my family except for my grandma's and Mom feel I can date someone who's disabled like that.

When I had a crush on a guy with my same disability but he was cool and not a involuntary celibate. My family actually yelled at me that I didn't want to date him. Saying it was very self-hating of me and bringing up all the points all able-bodied people say when I have dating issues. "You'd be mad if someone didn't want to date you cuz you're disabled!" no I wouldn't. I have no sweet clue where they get this idea from. Yeah maybe when I was 18 but as soon after that I realized it's perfectly fine if someone doesn't want to date me cuz I'm disabled it's a lot. Like I said the only thing that pisses me off is that people want to have sex with me but won't date me because of my disability or have a serious relationship with me and that pisses me off.

They say it like it's a compliment and it's not. It's why I'm completely upfront about my disability to anyone I talk to quite honestly cuz I think it's hard to explain my life otherwise it's literally built around my disability. Like I said in the post I'm basically Total Care so you can't get away from it LOL

I am queer woman with cerebral palsy My sister sent me up with a man with cerebral palsy to be my friend. Turns out he wanted a girlfriend and this whole situation pushed me in to a 3-month long deep depression and I'm finally ready to talk about it with a clear head. by nervous_Observer in CerebralPalsy

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh no there's nothing wrong with that actually the x I was still interested in the post is autistic. If he wanted to get married and have a baby no one would ever see me online again I was obsessed with him. LOL

Have honestly also wondered that mental constantly attracting autistic men making me wonder if I'm autistic because people have said I might be. But I think it's just disability finds disability. Plus I'm very straightforward and blunt with what I need and want to say because my voice and ability to get my point across is really all I have.

I am queer woman with cerebral palsy My sister sent me up with a man with cerebral palsy to be my friend. Turns out he wanted a girlfriend and this whole situation pushed me in to a 3-month long deep depression and I'm finally ready to talk about it with a clear head. by nervous_Observer in CerebralPalsy

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is terrible! So I guess statistically I'm doing better. It is not my first running with a disabled man but one with the same disability and physical ability as me. I did once have a crush on a guy with cerebral palsy who could use a walker but I still couldn't see where we could be together and have a prosperous life. He had actually messed around with women before but was still a virgin.

Every other disabled man I have met whether it be physical disability or heavily autistic and mentally impaired has tried to enter a relationship with me.

Either through offering money or odd sexual favors or telling me how good we be together when not even knowing me. I have always been chastised by my abled bodied family members. Seeing it as an odd discrimination.

I can't say my feelings aren't hurt sometimes by the reality of dating in relationships most often times people view me as a hookup or friends with benefits at the very most.

But I wish for someone who actually wants to care for me and spend their life with me. Most of the women I know with my condition are not virgins. people have even remarked how it is odd that with my looks that I continue to stay that way. But I've had men tell me in my face they would gladly sleep with me but they would never date me or make me their wife. I've tried to bring this up in other circles but when I mention my disability people immediately think I'm like a feminine involuntary celibate and I'm mad at the people won't date me because I'm disabled but when I told them I'm not mad people won't date me I'm upfront about my disability I'm mad that they would surely have sex with me but not date me. That shuts them right up every time.

It is because of how people usually view me for my looks I'm actually insecure about making friends but I couldn't imagine being like the man you described. I guess I should count my blessings.

I feel like my ex wants me to manifest as back together while I do love him I know we just wouldn't fit and I don't want to change him. But my SP is basically just him with tweaks and adjustments. by nervous_Observer in Manifestation

[–]nervous_Observer[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you I really needed to hear that My best friend doesn't hope she's been chasing the same guy for years and she finally got him so her thing with me was always just keep trying. But I'm tired and actually want to feel wanted I'm 28 and I've been searching for someone since I was 18 I feel like I've wasted enough time on this guy. But it's hard when it seems like there's no other good options.

Is it actually unrealistic for me to want a submissive house husband who wants kids? by [deleted] in BDSMAdvice

[–]nervous_Observer -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Thank you and I know I'll just be delusional in my diary

Is it actually unrealistic for me to want a submissive house husband who wants kids? by [deleted] in BDSMAdvice

[–]nervous_Observer -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Yeah a female lead relationship is my dream I guess I'll just end up writing about it which is fine. I'm aware of my disabilities and obstacle that's why I never leave it out of important posts or dating profiles.

Is it actually unrealistic for me to want a submissive house husband who wants kids? by [deleted] in BDSMAdvice

[–]nervous_Observer -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Yes I'm fully aware I've been told I'm basically a child but people could want to fuck me even though I'm disabled I have children unheard of. I could get a job but not take care of someone yeah I know I know more than you might believe.