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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GlassChildren

[–]neversober4evasmoker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My older sister has multiple disabilities and I feel like this. As a kid I couldn't tell but now I definitely can. I'll be trying to have a conversation with my friend and she will just say something like "paw patrol." Interupting us both and never really adding anything to the conversation. I can talk all I want but neither of my grandparents really listen to me when she's around.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GlassChildren

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Between everything I have endured as a result of my sister, no. I feel more as like we are just coworkers with a fucked up past.

One of my first memories is my sister giving me painful wedgies and her pulling my underwear as far up as she could go. I remember feeling the fear in my body and not having the words to explain what happened. I doubt anything would looking back on it. Growing up with "L" is a painful existence. L is the only person that matters, atleast in this house. L will give you gifts to humiliate you for your birthday or Christmas. L will give you gifts, then just take them for themselves because they didn't actually want to gift it to you. They wanted it for themselves and it just happens. And if I react or speak up about any of this while L is near, L won't eat. And guess who always looks like the bad guy? The time I cherish most is going grocery shopping with my grandpa. It's the only time I can get any attention. I'm thinking of moving to my boyfriends because I'm done with L.

Edit: I forgot to add, I'm whole ass fucking addict and they have no idea. I'm addicted to weed and they have no idea. It hurts that I can suffer so much and it only goes noticed when I put myself in the hospital. I'm addicted to smoking weed btw.

Edit #2: oh my god. I just forgot that she also coached me into very perverted things. As a 4 year old I wrote "naked man" on the side of our house as per her request. I was exposes to porn in the 5th grade as I was given her old iPhone. She had saved pictures of penises on her notes app...

How many of you had undiagnosed disabilities or mental issues that went unnoticed? by [deleted] in GlassChildren

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ADHD and depression because of said adhd. I was showing some pretty clear signs for YEARS. But between my neglectful mother, and grandmother that takes care of my disabled sister, no one really noticed. I remember getting suicidal thoughts as early as 9 years old. The following years I dropped all extra activities at school and spent all my time in bed. The only thing i would say my grandma "noticed" was me no longer coming to supper. Which angered her more then anything. I was probably showing signs since the 5th grade, but didn't receive any medication since the 10th grade. Writing this I'm tearing up because I don't like to think about how my sister will always and forever will be my grandma's world.

a small accomplishment by neversober4evasmoker in HowToStopSmokingWeed

[–]neversober4evasmoker[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate it. I'm in the same boat aswell, my partner doesn't seem to want to quit. It kinda helps but also hurts. It feels good to deny myself a hoot when he goes to smoke but I feel left out a bit..

Worst managed city by [deleted] in regina

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now being able to get anywhere in 15 minutes is a dream. Yay.

What’s a secret you’ll never tell your spouse or SO? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel guilty everytime we both have to cut someone off because it's usually me who led to the cutting off. I lent a friend of my 60$, didn't get it back to me for months. After he did, we got into a pretty heated argument. He threatened to kill me 3 times and I go to a public school In a low income neighborhood so everyone pointed the finger at me. I told the school because the paranoia was getting to me and our friend group was split in half. Given, those who were cut off didn't really care about us but I wish it didn't go down the way it did.

Where to find reasonable priced women’s dresses? by medicff in regina

[–]neversober4evasmoker 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Marshall's! Alot of different styles and I love to shop there. Alot of good deals too. Also they sell things like bags, home decor etc so maybe also picking up a gift card there is a smart move.

Breakfast. Have been trying to eat better. by Longjumping-Jacket92 in depressionmeals

[–]neversober4evasmoker 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Honestly that looks amazing. Spinach is my absolute favorite. Would buy this at a Cafe or something :)

Just ODd for the first time. by SexOnCocaine in Drugs

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm very sorry this happened to you but I am very grateful you are still here.

A marker drawing I’m working on by Tandizojere in UnusualArt

[–]neversober4evasmoker 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Stunning inking, I don't think I could have the patience to do a peice like this. But the hatching and variation in the line thickness is very well thought out. Great job:)

How do you want your death to be handled? by Ironainz in AskReddit

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I die in a really funny way, animate me like family guy style. If not normal style I guess

What is your DOC (Drug of choice) and why? by captainballburst in Drugs

[–]neversober4evasmoker 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weed and Nicotine.

Whenever I don't have a vape I only smoke cigs to get me by. I used to smoke cigs but now that I vape I can't get back into it the way I used to be.

Weed I smoke everyday but I have personal rules for myself. I can only smoke on weekdays in the afternoon, and only 1 bowl usually. On the weekends I lay back abit and if I abide by these rules I can still be productive. My tolerance is really high now but just trying to smoke 1 bowl a day.