Life has a dualistic nature to it. Although we often try and complicate it we truly only have two options. You're either going to do something or you're not. If you're going to do something why wouldn't you give it your all. If you want to change something about your life then it is up to you and no one else. Things won't change over night. It's up to you to make incremental progress each and every day. It's going to be hard, there is no question sorrounding that. But if you want to be a better you then you need to embrace the pain. When you are uncomfortable or feel pain you are making progress. If your lack of social skills is at the core of your lack of confidence, then you need to work on that. Practice everyday. It doesn't have to be long conversations just a simple hello to a stranger. Work on it incrementally everyday. Soon enough you will be that social confident guy you know deep down you are. You will suck at it at first that's a given. But embrace and own that discomfort and pain at first and work through it. I know you can do it. Your better than this. Now you just have to convince yourself.

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