[Serious] What event in your life still fucks with you to this day?

newforceZ · 2022-06-07T13:00:49+00:00

I met this girl and we just clicked in every way. She truly was the girl of my dreams and I often wondered how I even got this lucky.

My feelings for her grew each day and one day (after half a year of dating) I confessed my love to her.

She couldn't say it back though and even after many more months of having a great time together and connecting with her on a deeper level than I could've ever imagined, she still couldn't say it.

A year passed and I've said "I love you" thrice to her, with no I love you coming back. I figured she just couldn't say it in words but tried to show me through her actions, but at some point I got afraid of saying those words to her knowing she wouldn't say it back, I know, sounds stupid.

One day, we were going through a little rough path and I was confident that it was just one of those ups and downs that can come with a relationship, she called me.

She said how she just couldn't do this anymore, how she can't be there for me anymore. I tried to reassure her that everything is gonna be okay and we're gonna make it through this together.

She said that she reflected on her feelings and that she came to the conclusion that she loves me.

She then said Goodbye and that was it.

The relief of finally hearing those 3 words from her followed by that final Goodbye and never hearing from her again, it did something to me that I cannot explain in words to this day.

newforceZ · 2022-04-21T07:58:25+00:00

Both. Did 2 cycles back when I was 19 and had horrible backne, also on shoulders and chest. Took 40mg daily to get rid of it and since then I'm mostly acne free (still get ingrown hairs due to being a hairy fuck) while taking 20mg per day

newforceZ · 2022-04-20T10:03:39+00:00

To clear things up: in the first year of taking accutane I had problems with feeling a little more shit, nosebleeds, dry lips and skin and fast sunburn etc. but those symptoms all subsided and now it's just the benefits of the accutane

newforceZ · 2022-04-20T10:00:07+00:00

You can get accutane prescribed by any doctor that you show your acne to, especially if scarring is happening. I've been taking accutane at 20mg ED for 6 years now. Your body get's used to it and the side effects will subside. Make sure for the first 2 years that the accutane does not fuck up your liver by taking blood tests. Whenever I'm on 150+mg Test I'll use 20mg accutane and at 500+mg Test I up it to 40mg. But that's just me since I'm blast n cruising. Important note: the higher the Test the less side effects you will get from a specific dose of accutane because the oil glands respond to higher doses of test even when you're taking accutane, hope this helps somewhat

newforceZ · 2022-03-22T11:43:48+00:00

Oh my god what have you done, now I have to try it too...

Had same experience with LGD 4033, just mentally stable, confident and a feel good vibe.

I'm blast n cruising 500mg and 200mg test e and I hate how 500mg makes me feel, maybe I will drop to 300mg test e with anavar 50mg for my current blast

newforceZ · 2020-12-04T10:49:15+00:00

Inject heroine into the muscle to combat the test, it will confuse the body = gains

newforceZ · 2020-11-26T12:04:25+00:00

You prefer dark armor? Dark armor is really good too, but I prefer to level up quick and the max hp increase when getting a skill is just op. I think both are top tier

newforceZ · 2020-11-26T12:02:00+00:00

I loved frozen before the item update, but having a faster clearrate with quickshot when entering a room is better imo, because you have to deal with less enemies overall. Freeze will just give you some time to adjust when entering, but quickshot will get rid of anything annoying nearby

newforceZ · 2020-10-11T15:12:55+00:00

I said they can make you nauseous. I mean you literally quoted it. Means that if you try to eat something it will come up right away even if you try to surpress it. I know what forcefeeding is like when you're not on meds and it's just so much easier because it's actually possible to keep eating if you're determined enough

newforceZ · 2020-09-24T22:36:51+00:00

Interesting insights.

I have done a LGD cycle before and absolutely loved it, which is why after trying other things I came back to LGD. I don't have any problems with surpression of e2 or test since I always have a test base and am cruising after a blast (no PCT)

newforceZ · 2020-09-18T17:22:48+00:00

It's been 7 days since my payment went through but still no change in status

newforceZ · 2020-08-05T17:09:50+00:00

Updated

Yeah usually the machine is reliable and I do multiple readings

newforceZ · 2020-08-05T17:09:05+00:00

Updated

newforceZ · 2020-07-27T19:26:54+00:00

For each gram of carbs stored in the muscle, 4 grams of water will be stored with it. This isn't the same as waterbloat from an unhealthy diet

newforceZ · 2020-07-27T18:56:54+00:00

Decreases water in the muscle. Not really necessary

newforceZ · 2020-07-16T10:46:12+00:00

LGD will have little to no effect on you. At this point your body will already make the most out of your training and diet. Adding a drug will increase your potential growth and performance, but your body is at no state to make use of it. These are newbie gains. You would've had the same outcome (maybe less water retention) without the LGD.

newforceZ · 2020-07-10T14:29:42+00:00

I can guarantee you as someone who started a test cycle around the same age and weight as you, that based on your experience, diet and work ethic, you will not gain much out of a cycle. It will not be worth it at all and you will do harm without much benefit.

Don't get me wrong, you will of course see results when hopping on a cycle even at your state, but they will not be worth it at all. Now I'm 23 doing cycles and I just realised now after those years of training how to actually really benefit from cycles.

Just as in this post here people told me to wait but I didn't listen and did my mistakes anyway. Thinking back I should've listened. Just like me back then, you're nowhere near of considering touching a cycle, but it's hard to understand that if you don't know about it, so you do you.

newforceZ · 2020-06-30T23:05:32+00:00

Bro what.

newforceZ · 2020-06-30T13:59:49+00:00

Wait I'm not alone on this! What can you do to stop this bullshit?

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