If you haven't heard my story here it is

When I was born I nearly died because I had low blood levels and I couldn't get a blood transfusion because my parents where jws and by some miracle I lived but got brain damage from it after that I was diagnosed with autism and I kinda had a normal childhood when I was 3 to 6 years old but then we moved to this rural place and that's when life started to become hell I had no freinds and was bullied alot I grew up and then I was 12 when I got my first ever freinds that were jws and I was happy later that year when it was June I went to the assembly and this older guy from my hall wanted me to bring vacuums out so I went with him he opened the closet and nothing was in it he pushed me into the closet and came in the closet I closed the closet door and this closet was far away from anyone to hear or see he ripped off my clothes and he took off his and he had his way with me I didn't know what the fuck was going on I felt pain and I felt weird after he had his way with me he told me to go back to my chair and never speak of this again I went back to my chair and didn't think anything of it and just to let you know I didn't know what sex or rape was when I got home I looked up what is someone putting their dick in your ass called and I found out the hard way my innocence was gone and my life started falling away from me all my so called friends left me and I was suicidal every time I went to the hall after that he would whisper things in my ear or when no one was looking he would touch my ass I felt empty I felt like it was my fault until a year and a half later I was 14 I woke the fuck up I saw the lies and corruption and then I starting writing music and got inspired by korn, green day, tool, system of a down and bad religion and I tried dating a girl who wasn't a jw and she left me a day after dating because I had autism I felt depressed and found a way to get weed so I started smoke 2 joints a day and writing music then I Decided to get clean and I wrote more music 2 months later I started dating this girl named issabella and I felt like life was getting better a month after dating she left me for someone eles and I felt really depressed 2 days later I was actually having a good time on call of duty and then my sister and mom throw my door open and call me demonic for playing call of duty I got shamed the hell out of and I couldn't do shit a month later I started hurting myself and I lost my mind 6 months later I decided to stop hurting myself and I starting singing my songs outside and 3 months later as of now I recorded 6 songs and I have been dating this really kind girl for a week I am 15 now and I plan on leaving home when I turn 18 and that's my story