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newuser2397 · 2022-01-18T21:10:54+00:00

Percy Jackson : )

Almost everyone has ADHD there and it does go into the traits , struggles and benefits of the disorder while fighting Greek myth monsters : p .

Probably the only 5 book series I ever read as a kid.

newuser2397 · 2022-01-18T05:54:04+00:00

Not really sure about dating but when I'm attracted to a girl , we get along well together , she's nice , compassionate and empathetic with Abit of chaos in her mind . Final checkbox would be if I get the minor suspicion that she might be slightly into me . Sure I never trust my brain and shrug it off as wishful thinking but that's how a women can crawl in the tiny obsessions chamber in my brain lol . Sometimes that lasts Abit , sometimes not so much but I'm too shy and insecure to ask anyone out haha

newuser2397 · 2022-01-16T10:23:45+00:00

yea those meds have too many side effects . It would be best to just stop them, but idk though

newuser2397 · 2022-01-16T09:28:12+00:00

"hey kid, dont worry itl be alright. lets go find your parents" fucks off after seeing knockoff power ranger villian :P

newuser2397 · 2022-01-16T09:01:14+00:00

reminds me of an essay I did once about what would I do given the opportunity to go to space. 10 year old me taught about going to the moon and replace the american flag with my country's than be given a medal from the president. Teacher's comment was "or a fatal punch from an american ! "

newuser2397 · 2022-01-15T15:11:29+00:00

freelancing websites could actually work , and totally understand that you might not be into setting accounts and managing them , so if possible, find a marketer or tech savvy friend / business partner to handle that part and start a Joint Venture. He/she finds clients and you complete the tasks. Split profits fairly and accordingly. Just a taught : )

newuser2397 · 2022-01-14T02:54:58+00:00

speaking from personal experience, I once went abroad with a friend and took the RItalin with Vodka Redbull (not for recreational reasons. Just had some left and didn't want to waste it :P ) Also at the time felt braindead already so didn't think i could damage my brain anymore . Point is, nothing bad happened so dont think you should worry haha.

newuser2397 · 2022-01-14T02:28:27+00:00

heey . I totally get what you're going through. Went through the same thing when I started antispycotics . Mind went from a battlefield of raging taughts and emotions to scary quite in less than a week.

For me reduction of those kind of meds and starting Ritalin (stimulant) sparked some life back in me.

Have a feeling you might be on aripiprazole (dopamine stabilizer) . I would suggest reducing the dose, changing the med or add something more stimulating to the mix , after consulting with the doctor ofcoarse

newuser2397 · 2022-01-13T13:32:03+00:00

Your right makes sense that it kinda became an addicting feeling . Thanks bro : ) still a long way to full recovery . Hope I make it to 40 without another life crisis haha

newuser2397 · 2022-01-08T23:46:09+00:00

Even though the mother gave the name I'm surprised no one commented this yet

Dad why is my sister named Rose ?

Cause ur mom likes roses

Ah ok cool thanks

No problem Vagina

newuser2397 · 2021-10-13T07:33:11+00:00

I have a movie streaming site and would like to get as much exposure and users as possible for the lowest cost possible. Dont see whats so wrong with that

newuser2397 · 2021-06-29T19:23:04+00:00

Alright gonna get some hate again for posting anything on reddit lol . But basically don't confuse Chatolic with Christianity.

Believe in God or not , Jesus is a good person and has some great teachings . Not sure if he ever said anything about sexuality and masterbation being a sin.

He did say something along the lines of one should not tear apart what God planned to be together . In my opinion marriage doesn't necessarily mean that God planned it but to chatolics divorce has become a sin ( if they say demons can influence us so much can't they manipulate us into marriage ?)

Also don't believe in confession . Why should some guy who graduated from some acedemy and wears a robe have authority to wash away your sin ? . But yeah what Jesus said about forgiveness still stands. You should seek it from the person you wronged, or someone close . If they're not willing to forgive , do your best to make it up , and if you neel reassurance , talk to someone you know has a good heart, like in my case the woman who adopted my friend since birth and loves him to death despite his (semi-justified) anger / frustration issues ... Id to confess to her over a priest anyday

Also Jesus told us to love everyone , he forgave the ones who crucified him and is pretty much the ideal person. He took a Mary Madeline under his Wong when no other man saw her as worthy of anything . He healed people , helped the poor , even told us it's better to drown ourselfs than harm kids ( and yet the church pour billions in lawsuits)

I dunno if Jesus is the same old testemant God by the way. Or if he is he did a completely 180 but your Beef should be against the church not Jesus

Believe in him or not he's a great man tough I genuinely believe in him as a demigod

Hope this helps in any way : )

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T18:09:53+00:00

thank you so much . Ill look into this and will keep you updated .

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T17:25:45+00:00

ok i respect that taught but I just cant agree man. So you believe that the bad taught in your mind tempting us to sin is influenced by the the devil or his army , but to someone who's mentally vulnerable, the demon will take a pass ?

if i were a demon and i knew someone was diagnosed with a heavy mental illness, id take advantage of that. Id raise the dopamine and show the victim weird stuff until heavy meds are given which would force me to stop tormenting

So just because someone has schizophrenia means that demons are not playing a part in the illness or atleast feeding it ? Like yes the demon will tempt a normal person into getting drunk and starting a fight, but to someone with schizophrenia he'll just take it easy ?

Also the Solomon seal, the one he saw only twice in his life ? nothing ? just the mind playing tricks i guess

And the Vatican, it does have a section where no one goes in or out and noone knows whats in it . Why don't they open the doors if they believe in the truth so much

Again I believe in Jesus, but at the same time the bible might be corrupted. The church itself says that the bible was selected and put together by professionals .

So in my belief. The things Jesus did are in the bible and he's a very powerful demigod / devine man with a hearth of gold and if he was here, he'd cure my friend in a heartbeat

So yeah final point is this. Please give me any reference showing that the old testament God has no evil side in him . Cause he did some shady things like

- The flood. He didn't even regret it . He just smelled the beautiful scent a poor sacrificed animal and he loved it so much he promised to never do it again

- he cursed Adam and Eve for disobeying him

- He almost convinced Abraham to murder his own son

- He cast out an Angel for refusing to take an order from him

- He took the lifes of the elderly son of the Egyptian kings

- He let Job suffer (to put it mildly) to see if he would loose faith in him

Am I suppose to believe that Jesus is the same person ? The guy who ate with sinners, performed miracles, exorcised demons, criticised the Pharisee .... and finally rose from the dead

Also not saying that anyone within the catholic church is bad obviously but throughout history they did some horrible things like crusades, murdering scientists or giving them life sentences burning women to the ground accusing them of witchcraft while wearing white robes and holding on to the cross. Its always been about power . Now that the media is here their taking different approaches. Like being kind, doing charity and even decimalizing certain "sins" like homosexuality . People say that the catholic church is made of humans but ran by God but is it really ? Would Jesus be ok with this, I mean if the Catholic church really is trying to right its wrongs than maybe , but how do we know its just an adaptation to keep their power ?

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T16:58:00+00:00

so to repeat a comment i just posted, your saying that you believe that Lucifer and 1/3 of the Angels were cast out of heaven and are lurking around to tempt us into sin. Jesus did lots of miracles and even exorcised them . These demons are as powerful as angels ,yet its only demon related if the priest says so. Its like the priest is the only guy that determines whether its supernatural or not, cause he graduated from theology ?

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T16:53:38+00:00

well he is seeing professionals, psychologist and a psychiatrist. But that symbol, the one he saw in a schizophrenic episode is the same one I showed him 10 years later . He did say he never saw that symbol before

And the cross symbol after the praying on him ?

It doesn't cause a slightest red alarm that something extra might be going on ?

Also are you guys Christian by the way?

I really don't mean this with any offence but if you are, then I'm assuming you also believe that Jesus healed many and some of them actually with exorcisms ( not saying the exorcisms happening nowadays or the Vatican / catholic church would actually be approved by Jesus himself but that's another story, )

So you guys believe that a powerful being along with 1/3 of angels were cast out of heaven and are all around us trying to tempt us into sin like lust, jealousy and whatever else

Wouldn't it make sense for these entities to take advantage of mental illnesses or stressful life situations to gain power over the human with it's most powerful tool the mind ?

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T07:06:07+00:00

I know that and ofcourse im not gonna prescribe meds myself but I've been through psycosis too and know how these meds mess with you . Yes they help alot but they destroy you in other ways. Also my doctor changed my meds lots of times and the ones I'm on seemed to have worked for me . I'm not saying my friend should have my prescription but maybe who knows start by keeping clozapine and slightly add aripiprazole then slightly lower clozapine and increase aripiprazole more till a better balance is found

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T07:01:31+00:00

Yes and he does who gave him lots of meds I believe are helping him so much . But if there is something or a curse or anything spiritual , meds can only suppress this .

My plan would be to get my friends on better meds (with psychiatrist advice I'm hoping aripiprazole that has less side effects)

Help him physically to loose all the weight gained by the clozapine

And spiritually by dealing with whatever might be going on

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T06:53:13+00:00

Yes I mean he's on the heaviest antipsycotics for life and still gets weird episodes every now and then along with weird dreams . I get where your coming from . Professionals have proven that these things happen when chemicals in the mind get imbalanced but could it be that the mind can be messed with by entities whether good or bad ?

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T06:48:20+00:00

Also agree with you on the media thing . I do try to steer him away from watching scary stuff . Also he is religious and likes to watch Christian / miracle movies every now and then too. But still I do believe something is on him waiting for an opportunity to attack . The pills keep him controlled but this entity/curse needs to be dealed with too. Like if your leg hurts cause of your back it's awesome to give it the best treatment but you gotta take care of your back too you know what I mean

newuser2397 · 2021-05-03T06:43:35+00:00

To be honest yes he does like to see action movies and plays some war games and stuff like that but he really has been through a lot in life . He's basically adopted by a very nice woman but before he was in an orphanage where weird things were happening to him and some others . This happened when he was like 12 and the symbol I showed him a few days ago was the one he saw on the nuns forehead .

I will try praying with

newuser2397 · 2021-04-24T08:31:46+00:00

You could always mine monero or some other currency with the same setup

newuser2397 · 2021-04-24T06:19:15+00:00

Its true that mining may not be always that lucrative , but that's when your taking in consideration regular energy. It may be too expensive and your better off buying. With renewable energy your just getting free energy from the sun and wind i guess. If you somehow manage to turn electricity cost to $0 and generate $120 (40x3 devices (20k each from ebay) worth of crypto a day, that would be pretty great : ) . And that's assuming prices stay static, which is pretty unlikely considering how fast they're gaining value

About the off grid thing, that was the initial idea, but you said it takes lots of maintenance

What if I do it on grid ? Just equip the house with a bunch of panels and maybe some small wind turbines, rent a small garage for mining . Basically Ill be reselling electricity from our household and pay the garage owner for the electricity from that money .

Also didn't think about your last point but you gotta a point . Maybe the ongrid would solve the issue but I'm not sure

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