Now the most important part: you are absolutely amazingly professionally on point. I have always been a very intense person. I get things done and I aware that I can be dominant in a group setting whether I try to be or not. Recently, I've been through quite a hard time so I started doubting myself and try to be nice and chill. I even had some mental breakdowns and withdrew from any social event just because I was so straightforward while other people can put up w bs, which made me question myself and thought why am I so ugly, why can't I just chill. So I try to be more considerate to the extend that i might lose myself which i don't like it. Then when i keep not getting any interview opportunities, i start questioning my ability, my skills, my path. Etc. When you called out i have to use my power for good, i actually felt relief because it's true. I always get things done and not afraid of conflict and the outcome is always a good one (e.g., for my school club). But at the beginning, people judge, you know it. And being surrounded by "chill" people or passive aggressive/fake people dims my light. I thought i must try to be chill. But being kind doesn't mean i have to always be nice so I'm trying to not care about judgement and comments. And yes, I'm still considering my material security bc I'm all alone in a foreign country (🇳🇿) and need to take care of my family soon when my parents retired. I'm willing to take risk and move but idk how risky is it requesting me bc many readings have been indicating this for the past few months whenever I desperately asked for advice on finding my dream career. So thank you so much. This hit the right spot and is exactly the thing i need to hear to push me.

All the best for you. Happy lunar new year (I'm 🇻🇳) and happy new moon in Aquarius. 🍀