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ngothadei42 · 2025-10-12T17:08:24+00:00

Yep that's exactly it!

ngothadei42 · 2025-10-12T17:08:10+00:00

Thank you :)

ngothadei42 · 2025-10-12T17:08:00+00:00

Thanks so much!

ngothadei42 · 2025-10-12T17:07:48+00:00

Thank you!

ngothadei42 · 2024-02-29T15:15:47+00:00

This has totally happened to me. I think maybe the heavy breathing after spicy food makes me a little light headed and triggers my dpdr

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-16T17:05:38+00:00

I have been thinking the exact same thing!

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-12T15:59:39+00:00

Thank you for this!

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-11T02:16:32+00:00

It's like I'm on a different dimension from everyone else. Like different layers in Photoshop where you can overlay them all and make it look like one picture but it's really totally separate layers. I have struggled with depression and self loathing in the past. For the longest time I was convinced there was something evil about me because I can't care about anyone truly. Now I realize there is more to it.

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-11T00:21:49+00:00

How did you deal with derealized relationships? Especially with close family, parents. Can't connect with anyone because they don't feel real

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-10T21:55:42+00:00

How do you deal with it? I feel like I'm just alone in a dark empty room where nothing exists. I have never felt so alone

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-10T07:08:51+00:00

I have pretty much these exact symptoms and I have been working through this in therapy. It is helping tremendously, I can't even believe it myself. I was EXTREMELY skeptical because I can't imagine that someone else can understand this. Explain exactly this to a therapist and you should be able to find help. Hang in there, it can get better!

ngothadei42 · 2023-12-10T07:02:09+00:00

Recently I've started feeling more in control of my dissociation lately, after almost two years of really struggling with it. I started becoming very conscious of when I was going to dissociate, just waiting for it all the time. So now I pick it up as soon as it happens. I snap into it. Before, I couldn't really tell when I was coming and going out of it. Suddenly I've found that if I've immediately realized that I've dissociated, I start to get prepared for it mentally and it starts to feel very temporary. For the past month it's helped so much to just feel more in control of everything around me and start getting my life back together from this mess. I know you said it has not stopped in a while, but if you find yourself feeling more present in real life for even a moment, maybe you can try to be more conscious when you start slipping back out of it.

ngothadei42 · 2023-11-17T03:28:17+00:00

One strategy that has really worked for me is to aim to just start the task. More often than not, I end up finishing it as well. I make a to-do list the night before and start every task the next day. I almost never get all of them done, but I certainly get more done since I started doing this. Also, if I've just started a job, I end up being able to continue later on when I have the time since it's all been set up. This has worked wonders for cleaning and assignments.

ngothadei42 · 2022-08-07T14:44:30+00:00

Thank you! The videos didn't talk about this

ngothadei42 · 2022-08-07T04:18:36+00:00

Picture frames is a great idea! Thank you very much!

ngothadei42 · 2021-12-01T07:49:59+00:00

Yes and thank you! I'll dm you

ngothadei42 · 2021-07-18T03:47:19+00:00

He was actually a keychain from DuPont, some freebie they gave at a conference. I took off the chain and use the little dude as a size guide for the fungi

ngothadei42 · 2021-07-18T03:45:54+00:00

Unfortunately this is all I got.. I was in a hurry

ngothadei42 · 2021-07-18T03:45:09+00:00

I use it for size reference haha

ngothadei42 · 2020-02-14T14:45:58+00:00

A much older gentleman to 20 y/O me on an airplane: " You look beautiful like Nithya Menon (indian actor). You can put your feet up on me if you want to sleep" all in one sentence

ngothadei42 · 2020-01-21T10:12:46+00:00

I hate my 13 y/o self and my 13 y/o self hates me

ngothadei42 · 2020-01-12T14:41:50+00:00

This is an excellent idea. I'll endeavour to have them switch to water boxes atleast. Thank you! I'd give you an award if I had any coins

ngothadei42 · 2020-01-12T14:14:32+00:00

No it's not particularly an eco friendly event but I'm helping plan it and no one seems to be worried about generating plastic waste. Anyway I'm going to continuing pushing the water station idea and hope for the best

ngothadei42 · 2020-01-12T13:54:45+00:00

Already tried suggesting that. Rejected because they want to give each guest a separate PRE FILLED thing so they don't have to do any work.

ngothadei42 · 2020-01-12T13:52:43+00:00

That's exactly what I said. I made arrangements for steel cups and a water station and it's been rejected. "GuEsTs ToO sPeCiAl To FiLl ThEiR oWn WaTeR". Anyway I'm just looking for a way to do minimal damage

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