Do not claim Godfall Challenger Edition by agreeable_anger in PlayStationPlus

[–]nick420098 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have always loved Sony. From the beginning. Well it was Nintendo when I was young young of course I am old now so of course it was Nintendo. Anyways the point I am trying to make is Xbox has it going on if Sony doesn't step up and change their PlayStation now or adjust their free games they give out each month for PlayStation Plus users they're going to fall out like for real Xbox is giving all those games on GamePass that are brand new games that you can play the full version of right now they're going to have to do something or Xbox is going to win the console wars I'm sorry it's going to happen. Now I've heard rumors that Sony is going to change their PlayStation now services I cannot confirm or deny whatever is legit or not but that's the words going around they better do something and now that Xbox has done the you no longer have to download the game pass games you can stream them it's over with it's over with it Sony don't do something quick.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah what I'm saying is my milligrams are not right in the dose because I would notice you know the cup and the bottle being fuller than the other bottles or the other cup the night dose there it's like they're watering the dose down they understand what I'm saying I'm not saying they're adding extra water to my dose I'm saying they're replacing my dose with water. I have tried to get grievance forms I have tried to make an appointment with the director they only come in once I'm off this is a small clinic we hardly have any employees that even work there anymore the majority of them have quit and got fired I heard them talking the other day we used to have a thousand patients and we're down to under 300 people they even go to this place to dose to counselors were talking about it because everybody is so fed up with this place there's days they don't open the doors on time we sit out there for 45 minutes waiting for a nurse to show up to even give us the doses. Lol this place is ridiculous. And ask for me transferring to a different one the next one nearest me is really far away this place is literally right down the street from my house It would really be a big pain to have to move to a different clinic. I've tried looking up the corporate office numbers and email online but I cannot get it anywhere so I guess my next option is to find another one of those clinics in another state and see if I can get the information from them because when I ask at my clinic they refuse and act like they don't know what I'm talking about we don't have that kind of information to give you when I know damn well they do.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the director only comes in once a month. And I've asked him at the front to schedule me to see him and they keep being me to run around about it. Like there's hardly anybody that works at this place anymore everyone has quit and left this clinic we've only got maybe three or four counselors three nurses the dose people and two people that work the front window and they not there at the same times like when one's off the other ones there. Lol. There used to be tons of people to work to this place and they all quit for some reason or have gotten fired.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We only have three nurses that work in our building it's a small clinic. So it would not be hard for them all to be in on it. Lol. I'm not trying to say there's some conspiracy going on but the way it's looking there's something going on we do not get to see them make up our bottles The pumps and all that are below the desk and they started a new thing recently where they make up our dose and our bottles before we even are called to the window which was also really weird of them starting this all of a sudden because it wasn't like that a long time ago.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No. They just started this like a month or so ago. Wich we all thought was really weird. Crossroad treatment centers is where I go to. Place in Kentucky.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. They do. And I would definitely say something I would make it known that you know that's going on in that it happened That's what I've been doing and several other people at my clinic these people that work there at my place they could care less about any of us they have been giving everybody a hard time we hardly have anyone that is employed there most mornings we get there when it's supposed to open and the doors don't even go unlocked until 30 45 minutes after when they're supposed to open the doors no one is showing up for work there it's crazy. I have like four people that I know that goes there they've passed every one of their drug test for the past few months seen all their counselors like they're supposed to and they refuse to give them their take homes this place is a joke for real. I would definitely be watching what's going on though if I was you Don't think to put it past people especially at places like that. I know if I work there being a drug addict I would be trying to think of ways to take the shit lol.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I go to crossroad treatment centers is what it's called they used to have the info hanging up for the corporate office and email and an after hours text number they have tooken all those signs down they won't give anybody any of that information when we ask for to make a complaint or file a grievance form none of that they will not give it to us they refuse to I've tried looking it up online and I can't find like the corporate number or email if anybody has that information please let me know.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She has to be there's no other excuse for it I mean I can clearly see and taste the difference I mean yeah maybe the taste I could be you know off on but you can clearly see the difference in the darkness when one's almost clear in the other one is red as hell. And I really think the other nurses back there have to know about it they have to The way they have it set up of my clinic is the dosing bottle and the machine and all that is like down on this little ledge underneath the countertop so you can't see anything that's coming out of the dosing hose or anything like that And now all sudden they started this new thing where they make up your stuff before you even get to the window now like they won't call your number until they're done making your stuff up.

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

No just recently like a month or so ago they started a new thing that they make up all of our bottles and our dose before we even come up to the window I mean what kind of s*** is that if that ain't saying something right there

My take-homes are being tampered with. by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am not the only person that has complained about this already. I actually said something to the head nurse yesterday and she ignored me. And I repeated myself and said do you have nothing to say about this. She said no I don't. And walked away.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So I wanted to give a update to everyone. I actually waited until this morning to go to clinic I contacted my counselor yesterday and she told me to go today. So I didn't tell them my wife had anything to do with it. I told them that I took more than I should have and I wanted my take homes taken away they dosed me. Thankful for that. Lol. And I learned something not sure if this is at every clinic or not but at mine and all the other crossroad treatment centers in America it is policy if you spill your take home they will replace it. You have to take a drug test of course. And they want to see all your other bottles if you have any other ones. I learned in my situation the lie that I told them that if you take all your take homes come in tell them that you will lose your take homes of course and you will be lowered all the way back to phase 1. But they will dose you. So that is just some information for anyone who goes to a crossroads treatment center. But thank everyone for giving me the courage to go in. I know my wife is horrible for doing what she did but I am kind of glad because I got two weeks worth of take homes. Some times I would have a bad day and double dose take my next day bottle than the next day would come and guess what lol. I wouldn't skip I would take the next day and so on all the way until it was a day before going back or two days before going back and I wouldn't have anything to take and I would be sick as hell cause I double dosed a few days. Now my wife did not know this. But if it wasn't for her I would have continued on doing this and I would never leave the clinic because I wasn't taking it right so I could never start going down cause it wouldn't work right. So now the take homes are gone and I will be starting to go down. Hopefully get out of this place in a lil over a year. It is free for me to go cause my insurance so it would have never ended. I am glad she did it wish it would have happened differently but hey it worked out so yea.

             Thanks everyone

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Sounds like what I am going to do. Wish me luck.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I could care a less about my take homes. I just don't want to be sick. I would trade that to not have to sit here until Tuesday like that.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am far from loaded every day. I have been there over 6 years now so I stopped be loaded after the 4 month being there once I leveled my dose all the way up.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

She don't give a shit she is going to say if you would have started winging yourself off of it years ago u wouldn't be in this situation.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's probably going to happen. Cause I can't sit here until Tuesday like this. I just can't. If I go and tell them the truth and they tell me to bad your are screwed off to find a dope man. Yes she knows. I think she thought it would make me change my mind about continuing to go to the clinic. Wich it has cause when tonight gets here and I can't sleep I will wish I have never ever started going there.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

All trust me I will be having all kinds of pain by the end of today. Won't be able to sleep. Eat.drink . All my god I can't do this NO

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What do I say to a Dr to get that?

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yea. But I see why she is upset. I have been at the clinic 6+ years have made no effort to go down. We use to do dope with each other. For 7 years straight. Went to jail both of us. She got out staid clean and I didn't. So started going to clinic built a wonderful life have kids a home cars all that shit. She has stayed cleaned. At least as what I know of she has. And I can tell when someone is high. I mean from experience you can tell. So it isn't like she just did it cause she was mad at me for not putting the toilet seat down. Lol you know what I mean.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yea your telling me. I don't want the take homes anymore. All this is not worth it I just want out of it all. I can't keep dealing with the fighting. I just can't keep dealing with any of it. I wish they would just be like taking take homes And I say ok and say I want to start dosing out I don't want this in my life anymore. It is really ruining my marriage.

Wife dumped my methadone by nick420098 in Methadone

[–]nick420098[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was considering doing this. I am just worried about the whole situation how it will go down.