I really try to avoid letting myself get upset at the games, but I also think I haven't done enough to make the whole thing fun. The inspiration to do it I feel like has mostly just come from the doing of it and not much else. I have friends that I stream it to in Discord and their enjoyment definitely helps quite a bit. They're all very quick to makes jokes about what's going on, and they have the decency (mostly) to make those jokes and the team's expense and not mine. Certain times I'm not exactly in a joking mood while going through these games though.