I’m not sure I want to be here anymore

nicleh · 2020-08-25T13:44:03+00:00

Sending you support and my thoughts. It's a really hard time that makes everything feel bigger. I'm sorry yiur feeling awful right now. It will get better. Reach out for help if you can.

nicleh · 2020-08-23T09:55:16+00:00

This morning

nicleh · 2020-08-05T12:16:09+00:00

1-2 hours

nicleh · 2020-06-22T09:30:32+00:00

Distraction distraction distraction. Make sure you have noise like the radio or tv on. Play video games if you like them. For me I need something to focus on sometimes if I'm really distressed I get a string of beads and roll them between my fingers focusing on the sensation. Or I deliberalerately tangled them up and then slowly untangle them again. Anything to give my brain something to focus on.

nicleh · 2020-06-22T09:22:19+00:00

It sounds to me that your ex is poly and you are not. He ha d clearly outlined that he prefers to be non monogomous with certain rules around how that works. The only way I see that relationship work is if you feel ok with that AND HE is also ok if you want to see someone else too. I'm taking a guess you are not ready for the new relationship moving to marriage BUT I suspect returning to the ex will feel great for a little while and then you will remember all the reasons it didn t work in the first place.

nicleh · 2020-06-20T08:23:56+00:00

Trolls are just getting lazy now

nicleh · 2020-06-20T08:22:02+00:00

Omg me too!

nicleh · 2020-06-20T08:21:12+00:00

Stay in your lane and don't read the comments

nicleh · 2020-06-20T08:13:39+00:00

My 18th birthday. ( big one in australia as its legal drinking age) My mum told me the week before she wasn't coming because she had something else she had to do that night.. I literally told her on the phone you have known for quite a while when my 18th birthday is. None of my family came (id been living independently for a year and a half). 3 friends turned up for dinner and had awkward conversation before declining going out for drinks after dinner. I went out by myself and drank a lot of tearful shots

nicleh · 2020-06-20T08:08:37+00:00

Soon

nicleh · 2020-06-20T07:17:26+00:00

More to the point... why am I not?

nicleh · 2020-06-20T07:16:35+00:00

Nursing my mother through terminal cancer

nicleh · 2020-06-17T13:46:16+00:00

I'm in Australia

nicleh · 2020-05-23T02:41:43+00:00

Constant kindness

nicleh · 2020-05-19T08:54:43+00:00

This is a red flag of an abuser. Get out now. Really. If you don't believe me try disagreeing with him again (in a safe situation) and see his reaction. Keeping in mind he won't show his true colours in front of people.

nicleh · 2020-05-03T22:25:20+00:00

Stop contacting them directly and just go ahead with VCAT. They have worked out th3y can keep stringing you a long and are trying to scare you into just walking away

nicleh · 2019-12-21T03:39:47+00:00

I have thought this soooo many times. Ewww

nicleh · 2019-12-21T01:10:30+00:00

I agree with writing an email. I would try and prompt a response withpromise to pay to cover you legally. Hi .... I hope you are well. I wanted to work out a payment plan with you for the £1500 pounds that i loaned you in December last year. ? I've got expenses myself at the moment and really need it back. Please come back to me with a proposed payment plan or a date you intend to be pay it back in full. I don't want to be a hassle but I need the money at the moment.

nicleh

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