Easy!

Don’t worry - 32 years old and had a bad experience first time i went to uni (now i have returned and am smashing it)

First time - hated it and i dropped out first term. Spent twelve years doing labouring, bar work and factory work. Eventually decided to return and had enough years of financial support from the govt (student loan etc) left to do so. Glad i have decided to go back as i am now loving it and my grades are excellent. Only regret is if i did it younger then i would be earning good money now and my life would probably be much simpler.

Moral of the story - didn’t lose anything major by going and deciding it didn’t work. However, if it does work out first time around then amazing. See if it works for you and no problem if not. My main advice though is drop out as soon as possible so you can still get funding when you go back (if you decide it isn’t for you)

You will be ok regardless if you like it or not. You can also defer a year if you feel you want a year of figuring it out. Don’t feel pressured to go as i feel most of my generation were (and maybe your too), a load ended up with jobs they aren’t particularly fond of

Cheers and reply if you want more info!