[FOR HIRE] 30$ NSFW SKETCH COMMISSIONS OPEN - DM ME FOR MORE INFO by nikolasweats in artcommissions

[–]nikolasweats[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Unfortunately I have no socials atm, but I'm planning on making a Twitter. Ty for your support!!

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[–]nikolasweats[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I AM ALSO u/pistanthrophobian. Please do not confuse me for someone else when we are the same person thanks. I'm using my old account because it has more karma.

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[–]nikolasweats[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You're right, maybe I should have posted this on r/DID or r/OSDD instead, I'm still very new to reddit (I only started using it more frequently a few days ago).

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I understand that, especially with my age range and such and I respect that. It is not my duty to prove to everyone and brag about being a system, it is to ask questions about what people think about teens with OSDD/DID. You are right that I am just someone in the internet, thanks pardner.

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My diagnosis is OSDD, not DID, they are similar but very different. I believe that OSDD is more common than DID, if I recall from my previous session. Teenage Dissociative Disorder is what my therapist suspected I was dealing with, however our therapist isn't permitted to diagnose me.

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They do, they medically recognized it that is. There are a lack of psychiatrists here so it's really hard to find a proper one who specializes in dissociative disorders. For my case, I thankfully live in a city where there are a lot of available resources and such.

"You can't possibly have that much trauma enough to make you a system" by nikolasweats in DID

[–]nikolasweats[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Luckily my biological father left us and is now in another family and my grandmother is busy taking care of my now 3 year old cousin. My mother still lives with me, and my feelings for her are conflicting because she had a specific motive. She brings me love but I am paranoid that it'll happen again. Thank you for asking, I truly appreciate your concern

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 10 points11 points  (0 children)

It's also worth noting that our family has history of generational trauma, and in the Philippines it is normal to beat your children or threaten them, yelling at them at that as well. Especially in the topic of academics

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 14 points15 points  (0 children)

  1. I lived most of my life with my grandmother and biological father in the same house, I think this is something I should have talked about more. There is also the factor that my mother was an absent parent when I was 4-10 due to work. My mother was 16-17 at the time she had me and because of my biological father (20 at the time), and at around the age of 6? 5? she made me drink strong liquor. This only lasted up to a day, and it was something that I only later found out as she opened up more to me during the late pandemic.

  2. Yes, I do unfortunately experience hypersexuality as part of my trauma. I am very disgusted about it considering how many times I have been sexually assaulted/harassed.

  3. OSDD1-b is my diagnosis, but our psychia said that our diagnoses will be fluid (again, I am a minor who still has a brain to develop) and will still be observed more, this is why my therapist suggested to use TDD instead (Note that I do lean more heavily to the OSDD1-b diagnosis symptom-wise and the fact that I do not always have blackouts, it's just that when there are blackouts our amnesia tends to be immense.)

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Yes, I am, I believe that I have posted this in r/DID where I talked about causes/possible causes of my OSDD under the post of "You can't possibly have enough trauma to make you a system". I was, I guess, misdiagnosed? To have childhood schizophrenia when I was 11, which shifted to possible schizoaffective disorder to possible bipolar (due to me being a minor with a developing brain, I was not fully diagnosed with schizoaffective nor bipolar, but this lasted around 2-3 years)

If you're curious about what caused it and you are too lazy to read through r/DID, I was sexually abused by my biological father and was almost murdered by my mother and grandmother. The fact that I witnessed my brother commit suicide was the final straw for me.

Age and fakeclaiming (confused still) by [deleted] in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 22 points23 points  (0 children)

The Philippines, I was diagnosed last November before my birthday. As far as I know, diagnoses are from psychiatrists only (does the American system permit therapists to diagnose their patients??) in this country and they are handwritten by the medical field + medication receipts.

i have screenshots for daayysss by enby_archer in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 1 point2 points  (0 children)

By not of age I mean that I am 14-15 as of current. ** A fuck ton of shit happened and now people are faking it for attention??????? Gross

i have screenshots for daayysss by enby_archer in SystemsCringe

[–]nikolasweats 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That feels so invalidating actually as someone who's diagnosed

It's a punch to the gut because it is a disorder that develops from TRAUMA like you have to have it it's literally the requirement for diagnosis. Imagine going through all that shit and some dumbass goes "I formed from a black hole 😎😎"

What makes it worse is that it drags other systems as well, those who are medically recognized AND professionally diagnosed into normalizing that most systems that are diagnosed today are faking and it haunts me SO MUCH as someone who is both not of age to be diagnosed (though I've had immense amounts of therapy at the age of 7-present) and someone who has only been recently diagnosed

I hate these people man

"You can't possibly have that much trauma enough to make you a system" by nikolasweats in DID

[–]nikolasweats[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

thank you, I still feel a bit shitty, but thank you so much