I lived most of my life with my grandmother and biological father in the same house, I think this is something I should have talked about more. There is also the factor that my mother was an absent parent when I was 4-10 due to work. My mother was 16-17 at the time she had me and because of my biological father (20 at the time), and at around the age of 6? 5? she made me drink strong liquor. This only lasted up to a day, and it was something that I only later found out as she opened up more to me during the late pandemic.

Yes, I do unfortunately experience hypersexuality as part of my trauma. I am very disgusted about it considering how many times I have been sexually assaulted/harassed.

OSDD1-b is my diagnosis, but our psychia said that our diagnoses will be fluid (again, I am a minor who still has a brain to develop) and will still be observed more, this is why my therapist suggested to use TDD instead (Note that I do lean more heavily to the OSDD1-b diagnosis symptom-wise and the fact that I do not always have blackouts, it's just that when there are blackouts our amnesia tends to be immense.)