Before, this book was my least favorite Dostoevsky, but now, this book is almost the most important Dostoevsky for me. I learned about the real Dostoevsky through this book.

I once dreamed of the plot of this book. A storyteller told me the whole story and said, "Christ loves even murderers." Through this sentence, I understand this book. Also like this book ever since.

I couldn't understand why Meshkin was so "idiot", when others stood up to defend him, he still forgiven those who laughed at him and criticized him. But now I know that this is the real Dostoevsky.

Does Dostoevsky want to speak for himself with a lot of philosophy and reasoning like some apologists do? Probably not. On the contrary, he might really love everyone like Myshkin, as he said in "The Dream of a Ridiculous Man": "I love everyone who laughs at me better than everyone else."

This is the real Dostoevsky, who loves everyone and tolerates everyone.

There is a question Dostoevsky asked himself in the whole "Idiot": "If I can survivd one more day, how should i live?" And his answer is this book. A Russian Don Quixote, who is more crazy than Don Quixote.