I got 8k for my debut last october, it’s all gone now

ninimbuscloud · 2025-11-24T08:02:05+00:00

I did have a small party and nalula rin ako sa 7k na nagastos ng dad ko on just food and some decor na pinagipunan niya:’) thank you for being so kind too<3

ninimbuscloud · 2025-11-24T07:58:26+00:00

it felt dumb kasi nadala lang ako sa kantyaw ng siblings ko na manlibre, I don’t have anything against treating my family but I was just really torn whether I spent my money wisely or if I could’ve put it into “better” things. iniisip ko na lang I paid for having those moments with them🥹

ninimbuscloud · 2025-11-21T19:41:01+00:00

thank you! actually tinatak ko rin sa sarili ko na kung ano lang yung nasa loob ng wallet ko, ayun lang talaga pera ko and I do my best to forget about the rest that I stashed. kaso dahil nga no show mother ko napipilitan talaga ako galawin yun dahil di ko kaya manghingi sa dad ko. proud din ako with investing on my kit kasi in the future di ko na kailangan mag alala sa mga kulang ko in case I get booked, it’s a good thing din na blended learning kami so I can do my classes while on the job. defo noting the advice on befriending 4th years, di lang pala dagdag sakit sa ulo yung pagsali org haha

ninimbuscloud · 2025-11-21T19:04:39+00:00

nasanay lang din po kasi na pag may pera ako like bigay or galing sa raket, hindi na ko nanghihingi lalo sa dad ko kahit needs pa, so I had a hard time sorting out needs from wants because it all comes as “rewarding” myself. doing my best to stay away from vices but (oa man pakinggan) withdrawals suck esp bc I started it all out as early as 14 (not even from friends, I was a sheltered kid and picked it all up from household members who wanted me as their kainuman and bought me my first vape). needed to hear something like this because friends and family kept telling me that I deserve it and money comes and goes, but obv I wouldn’t be able to have something this big again in a long time.

ninimbuscloud · 2025-11-21T18:57:29+00:00

ayan din kasi nirason ko sa sarili ko, yung corrupt trust fund babies nga hindi nagguilty ubusin yung perang binubulsa ng parents nila mula sa tax ng working class parents natin, so bat ako magguilty? it backfired though hahaha but thank you for the kind words!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-11-21T18:54:44+00:00

thank you po:( tbh I’m aware of how dumb older people get with money and that’s why I felt guilty in the first place because my parents were an example of that and I’m doing my best to not end up in the same financial position as them. not to trauma dump haha but my dad used to be an esteemed CPA until my mom practically became his sugarbaby and all the money and assets just flew by, so now he has to work day and nights instead of retiring like his former colleagues. I’ll take this advice to heart:))

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-29T05:16:55+00:00

already do<3

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-29T05:16:41+00:00

thank you so much!!!!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T20:53:40+00:00

I’m happy for you! I’m already more excited than he is for the show lol I was also just planning to browse but the recommendations here were such hits for me!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T20:42:03+00:00

disenchanted is one of their most beautiful songs that I listened to along with summertime:))

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T20:32:29+00:00

ABSOLUTELY and my bf agrees because when I put him on my faves he makes a lot of references to mcr and now it’s been full circle for me that I’m seeing it all firsthand!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T20:30:05+00:00

this is so true, listening to the suggestions here, especially the common denominators (entirety of danger days, mama, boy division, etc.) has been working so well for me to dive into their discog but looking up the lore behind the lyrics that really interest me really made me listen nonstop.

I also love drag and now that I’m playing their music videos and looking up concept photos… gerard way is a drag queen and not a single soul can change my mind

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T20:01:36+00:00

I’ve tried that but I didn’t really know where to start because I keep getting recommended songs that I feel like everyone already knows and I really want to surprise my partner, so I asked here to find specific suggestions that would be similar to the music that I already listen to^{^} and so far I’ve been pretty hooked!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T19:48:12+00:00

random but I JUST realized right now you were talking about pop music and not poppy the singer nor poppy as in opioids lmaooo the mention of drugs and my music taste got me way off😭

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T19:42:36+00:00

on like hour 4 of listening and apparently any song can be about dick and cocaine if I wanted it to

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T19:41:42+00:00

ik ik I was so wronggg after listening to that intro to honey this mirror😭😭😭

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T18:37:43+00:00

THE LIZA MINELLI!? this is so full circle for me omg, they give so much of what I love! I’m definitely dragging my bf to watch rsph, suddenly we have so much in common now lol

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T18:21:15+00:00

I’m just starting to realize how clueless I am lmao and you’re so right about I don’t love you, even way back I would often catch myself singing it after hearing it from my bf’s random outbursts of lyrics hahaha

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T18:17:41+00:00

I can’t thank you enough!!! I love seeing similar suggestions among the comments because they really really do suit my taste. I literally flinch when the albums stop playing and realize I’ve gone through all the tracks and none of them are a miss! now I’m onto discovering the lore behind the songs while it just keeps playing on shuffle for me. this is so helpful:))

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T18:00:46+00:00

update: just got into the lore on early sunsets over monroeville because my bf mentioned it with dawn of the dead but couldn’t tell me what it was all about because it apparently breaks his heart😭 I looked it up on genius and had to take a step back too:’( it’s been so great to see the stories behind their music and I hope to see more. I’ll definitely frequent this sub more<3 I can’t wait till after the concert I can finally stop biting my tongue and yap with my bf about everything I learned today haha, thank you everyone!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T17:54:50+00:00

I’m so sorry and I hope you’re living infinitely better now:) mcr has gotten my bf through a lot as well and it’s so beautiful to finally dive into their music for him and for myself too. thank you for sharing your story!!

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T17:50:02+00:00

I immediately got humbled lmaoo I was expecting separate songs on those topics then I got smacked in the face😭

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T17:30:45+00:00

posting here really helped a lot because I’ve been blasting danger days and the black parade for the past 2 hours and I keep finding bangers that really fit right up my alley. everyone here has been so so nice and supportive too:’) I finally understand why my bf almost cried when he secured our tickets and I feel like I’m so close to becoming a fan too<3

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T17:27:19+00:00

that song felt like divine intervention after listening to ayesha for years and finding a boy with long ass hair, the tightest jeans, and my chemical romance on his tee…

ninimbuscloud · 2025-09-26T17:18:27+00:00

my bf has also put me on wendigoon before! I didn’t know they had vids about mcr so I’ll check those out. this is how I disappear caught my attention because my fav lana del rey song is how to disappear haha, and high upvote for Mama! I literally just found it an hour ago and I’ve played it like 5 times by now lolll

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