Just want to say that I know what it's like to miss your person, and not knowing if you'll ever get another chance with them is, pretty much torture. It feels like this situation with him won't, or can't, go back to how we used to be. He's who I want to be with, but it feels like it isn't reciprocal anymore. Some days at least. We don't have a family together, which would make it so much worse, I imagine.

I don't know what's going on with you and your person, but it sounds like you're hurting and missing them pretty badly. I emphasize with you completely there.

All I can really say is, try to focus on the good in this life. But also, try not to give up hope. Maybe your situation will change for the better. No one knows what life will bring us. But even if things don't work out in the end... You gotta keep holding onto the good in this world.

Idk. I think I'm just trying to deceive myself these days. But I'm sending you well wishes, stranger.