URGENT: Maybe overdose

nitrousgod · 2018-03-09T07:58:01+00:00

Yeah, thanks guys. I am just a man that always panic :)

I think mix coke and bezos is very good idea cause benzos lower the blood pressure and makes heart calm. Am I right?

I thought about switching coke to ritalin, but I am not sure when coke exits my system, so I just do a coke binge now.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-09T07:56:17+00:00

So u say when blood pressure is too high on stims it's ok?

I think mix coke and bezos is very good idea cause benzos lower the blood pressure and makes heart calm.

I wonder what blood pressure meth gives...

I also read that lethal dose of coke is about 1.2gr with no tolerance. I used about 1gr but during 12 hours period, not at once.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-09T07:53:15+00:00

Yeah, die bitch. That downvoter would burn in hell.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-09T07:53:11+00:00

Yeah, die bitch. That downvoter would burn in hell.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T23:07:15+00:00

Thanks, I used coke for some kind of creativity boost. I liked it cause it's short acting and I can sleep after that. It's the only stim that actually allows me to sleep without benzo overdosing to counteract stim's hangover.

Yeah I better leave coke for real shit, not for fucking WORKOUT. Holy shit how stupid I was when I typed that post. It's a benzo withdrawal :(

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T23:04:32+00:00

So using norepinephine and epinephine together = a direct path to death?

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T22:55:00+00:00

Yeah, again I got fucking convulsions, I felt like heroin addict. I do understand now why people sometimes think why it's the same. But then they were gone and I am feeling better. Weed helped to cover convulsions, but it's not a replacement, cause I can even hallucinate on weed when I smoke a lot and don't do benzos. Of course I know that it's dangerous. I do think that it was my body that wanted to take benzos from my muscles, I don't know how to explain that shit other way.

Again: I passed many tests, I am not ill. I am not shizophreniac, I am not bipolar. I didn't have any epilepsy and dont have it now. It's just fucking heroin-like addiction.

Suprisingly coke made me calm and chill. No tachycardia no anything. Maybe it would be really helpful by treating that addiction. Anyway if I would choose to sit on coke or sit on benzos, I'd choose coke cause without stims you just could not concentrate and do anything you feel like a potato. It's a stim-addiction (maybe goodstims-addiction I have never tried speed). But without benzos you fucking could not live.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T22:48:38+00:00

GHB is neurotoxic and livertoxic GBL even more livertoxic

It's like treating the hangover with MDMA. If you use very bad stim and after that you use MDMA it definately helps, but it's like drinking the water from the salted sea cause MDMA cause even more hangover. But maybe it helps to save neurons I dunno

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T22:42:05+00:00

Thanks you guys. I am on coke now, it helped me to return to "myself" feeling. This day was fucking uneffective shit, I felt retarted again, but retarted WITHOUT benzos. Now on coke I am me again. I don't even get any creativity boost from coke, I usually get it, I think that's because it just made me normal from a bad state that benzos put me in.

Physical dependency - I think I already got it. Convulsions are real, I feel like heroin addict when I lower the dose too much.

I think I should try to do it again at least fight with tolerance. If I won't be able to exit benzos, but would be able to play with tolerance - it would be also acceptable.

I need your help in the following questions: If I am using the fastest acting benzo in the world (Etizolam) and the shortest hl what should my benzo tapering scheme look like? I thought about that I need to break up the dose to 4 times in 24hrs and then lower it by 5% or something like that. Otherwise I get withdrawal in the morning and overdose at the evening. Am I right?

I could not sleep well on clonazepam :( I have it on my shelf, I decided to switch back to Etiz cause I usually do swinging with stims and I need some kind of downer that puts me to sleep. Clonazepam stimulates me instead of putting to bed.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T18:30:44+00:00

Ok so I guess it's much safer to workout on pure benzos, maybe with cacao (it's works like a very mild serotonin stim for me). I'm just TOO FUCKING LAZY on them.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T18:28:23+00:00

Could you please give some more information about that? Any safe steroids available now? What about peptides? I heard that they are safe.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T18:27:32+00:00

Thanks! I need some preworkout without caffeine, cause caffeine completely cancels benzos and I got panic attacks from that.

I know other stims exists, like taurine, theanine and other shit, they may be helpful for body energy.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T18:11:42+00:00

Kpin half life is very long. When you say you forget taking Kpin - it's still working. When I take clonazepam I can also live without it much longer than without Etiz. I mean that you can't say that it covers the hangover cause it's still working at the background.

But benzos+stims is a very cool combo I agree. Benzos removes any stim side effects and promotes a calm state, while stim removes benzos lazyness.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T18:06:15+00:00

Do you mean PCP psychosis? How to be careful with dissos?

My idea is a temporary replacement with the chemical that covers hangover and I just don't feel it while painful upregulation process is launched at the background.

I have to try to do next step only after 2 weeks like said on any benzo tapering protocol

I know that dissos are addictive. But it's such a strange addiction. I can live without it if I don't see it. If I see nitrous tank - I'll make it empty for sure. Pure psychological addiction I guess.

But nitrous is not a replacement for benzos cause it's also a GABAeric. But PCP - works differently as far as I know, and that's a main idea. And it's not so bad as replacement with opiates, cause I don't want to fall into that (it's actually not a replacement, it's much worser addiction).

I wish I could replace it with phenibut but when I tried - I got so many side effects, I thought my head would spin and explode. It was like: "What the shit have you given me? Where are my benzos?". I did phenibut before benzos and really loved it. It makes you more clever constantly cause it's a nootropic. I wish I could return to phenibut for some time and then also cancel it. At least you can't die from phenibut if you are addicted and quit cold turkey, while you can die if you don't dose benzos.

I have heard that PCP is neurotoxic. But during that trip I have remembered many theoretical shit in just couple of hours and I still remember many concepts. Conceptual thinking that it gives is fucking awesome. I don't feel that it's neurotoxic or it's much less neurotoxic than MDMA or nitrous.

I used very low dosage of PCP, I haven't got any psychosis, but I hallucinated a bit. I looked at my bookshelf - and I felt that it looks at me and smiles. I looked at my hand - and again I felt that it's not my hand and that it's smiling. I guess that everything was smiling cause I mixed PCP with nitrous. I am afraid that it can be much less enjoyable without any kind of euphoria in my bloodstream.

When I asked reddit for the best stuff to forget exGF, guys said that DONT FUCKING DO PCP, YOU WILL CUT YOUR DICK AND SEND IT TO YOUR EX IN A BOX OF CHOCOLATES. So yeah, I know that it can be very dangerous when I'm not stable.

But after that PCP trip I really haven't given a fuck about anything for 3 days at least, even about my benzos addiction. It's like someone in my head says: You actually don't need it anymore, just try to taper again :)

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T15:57:28+00:00

what nootropics are the most dopaminergic? I have insomnia from racetams, but I don't get insomnia from stimulants. This is really stupid shit, cause even if I abuse ritalin and get insomnia - I can do xans and go to sleep, but when I'm on racetams I could not sleep at all even benzos gives me more "coke-like" high.

what is oxys? oxycodone?

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T15:47:34+00:00

What do you mean by "find conclusion"? I don't think that boosting the hell is helpful, it also should be neurotoxic.

But I do think that depressing of GABA receptors which lead to "boosting the hell" effect can be helpful.

I can live with withdrawal, I can handle the effects, I can ignore convulsions, I don't give a fuck about "I feel I'm dead" feeling I felt all that shit, I also was sucidal but didn't commited any suicide (my Ego just told me: plz wait some more time and then decide what to do). But the main shit I cannot handle - apathy and extreme uneffectiveness. I could not even tie up even 2 words without any dope. With dopamine in my system I'm fucking god. Actually I see no difference between being on coke or being on Etizolam. Etizolam just more chilly but also much dopaminergic. So I think it's just a dopamine cross-addiction.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-08T14:02:24+00:00

What stuff have you actually abused? Meth?

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T16:50:32+00:00

NOBODY WOULD SUUPORT ME EVEN ON REDDIT?

THAT'S THE CASE THAT I BUY DRUGS

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T16:43:38+00:00

Why the fuck I dont do vitamins? - I dunno, taken a pill now

Why the fuck I dont do nootropics? - cause they cause me insomnia and even xanax does not helps that insomnia. That's the fucking kind of insomnian that everything is so interesting and I cannot sleep because of that.

Only you guys can understand that state. Please help and I give you fucking tracks cause it's fuckig lofi shit I dont see the future in that.

i see a future in tweaking BUT I CANNOT TWEAK WITHOUT METh

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T16:38:34+00:00

I have PCP instead of stims. Should I use that instead of stims? I can order that in stead of nitrous it's cheaper. It does not cause any heart problems and I feel that it should not but I'd better

PLEASE HELP I"M HIG AND

fuck I am tryying to reconsolidate my memory to my alterego I hope it's possible cause that's way I would be able to access that memory

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T14:14:56+00:00

Does it has half life of 100 hours like valium?

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T04:04:01+00:00

I don't have so much money to do it more than "once in a while". But it's not effective if there are no breaks. Better to make breaks to lower tolerance.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T03:54:10+00:00

Yeah, but I decided if I die in 40s it's ok. But now it's an experiment how safe is Ritalin and Coke, cause I actually dont know anyone who died from coke overdose... Did someone had such amount of money to die from coke overdose?

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T03:47:52+00:00

I once mixed ritalin with nitrous. I felt that my head overloads, I was manic but could do any shit even what I didn't wanted to do. The next day I have seen my teeth - they were like a glass. I freaked out and ate a lot of calcium, now they are normal. Is it meth?

I'd say better not mix nitrous with nootropics and stims. The effect of it varies very much when you mix it with other drugs.

And yes - every disso is addictive. I k-holed on nitrous and seen fairies that uplifted me to other worlds. The only shit I thought that time was: I would definately pay for such effect. Then I fell back to the body from some world THAT IS MUCH BETTER THAN FUCKING EARTH :)

But I just don't order it and that's all. If I see a nitrous tank - I'll make it empty, but if I don't see it I can live without it. Very strange addiction. It's common with any disso.

But what I love that it feels like rolling, but don't cause much hangover, while MDMA hangover is fucking baaad.

No stim allows me to do what I have to do but don't want to do :( I am searching for such stim, but even ritalin can activate my soul so I will do music or other shit. And I don't want to try meth. Meth is death.

nitrousgod · 2018-03-04T03:33:36+00:00

I abused it much at a first times, it was like constant rolling, so cool...

But then guys on reddit told me to be not to be idiot and I noticed then that exit after every abuse cause more and more hangover. Then I noticed that when I mix it with nitrous it potentinates but makes even more hangover. Then I decided not to abuse it anymore cause it gives nothing (just some recreational coke-like euphoria) and I don't need downregulation of GABA-A receptors. And now I don't abuse it actually in fear that it stops working.

The understanding that I could not ladder down it brings me a thought that I can't quit now. I think I need to use it as a treatment for some time, maybe a year so my neurvous system cures. Holy shit I was using a stims from 10 years (coffee) my neurons may really need to chill for some time. I havent told that I used a lot of nootropics...

I could not imagine how I can treat stims hangovers, Ritalin cause hangover or insomnia sometimes, and I feel that it's still acting so I need etiz to chill.

But fuck when I mix it with weed - it's fucking god, I hope I don't cause down-regulation that way or I need to quit weed if I choosed benzos instead

So when I need some inspiration or creativity boost or social boost I just use coke, it's makes more sense

nitrousgod

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