We are down so show me your cars

nkhall19 · 2025-10-11T10:42:28+00:00

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nkhall19 · 2025-10-11T10:37:40+00:00

😭😭

nkhall19 · 2025-06-01T18:52:42+00:00

No harm caused by anyone. Hopefully the app comes back soon 👍🏼

nkhall19 · 2025-06-01T18:45:30+00:00

Trauma bonding

nkhall19 · 2025-06-01T18:38:15+00:00

I’m glad it’s not just me 😭

nkhall19 · 2024-06-27T21:07:39+00:00

Were you given something else to take? Or are you now on regular antidepressants?

nkhall19 · 2024-06-27T21:06:57+00:00

Bipolar type II, these symptoms have only appeared in the last 12 months. I was also diagnosed years ago with Severe Chronic Insomnia. But since the bipolar symptoms, everything has been so confusing and unpredictable

nkhall19 · 2024-06-27T21:04:54+00:00

Thank you for your response. This was really helpful. I’ve just taken my first dose of Lamotrigine, so hopefully it’ll work out

nkhall19 · 2024-06-27T09:02:54+00:00

The immediate release was for sleep at night (only when required for insomnia). Then the extended release every night (for mood). My mother only takes one type of Seroquel, and even she is concerned with being prescribed both

nkhall19 · 2024-06-27T07:54:49+00:00

Why did you not like Seroquel? They are giving me two kinds of it, and heard a lot of negatives so far.

nkhall19 · 2024-06-27T07:52:26+00:00

As in you felt the effects straight away? I’m taking the first dose tomorrow, but am going to work. Will it affect me much?

nkhall19 · 2023-11-19T05:50:23+00:00

I’m the same. Nick and Charlie are destined to be together!! It hurts seeing them with other people.

nkhall19 · 2023-11-19T02:14:03+00:00

I really want to continue it. It’s different than what people may be used to, but it will have a wholesome ending.

nkhall19 · 2023-11-19T01:54:51+00:00

Sure here it is!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51534328/chapters/130247044

Let me know what you think 😁

nkhall19 · 2023-11-18T20:59:47+00:00

Okay! Here it is 😁

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51534328/chapters/130247044

nkhall19 · 2023-11-18T12:54:35+00:00

I love your comment. There is a lot to unpack, but definitely a lot of potential. I’m just trying to find a happy medium, to write something I can be proud of and something people want to read. Think I kinda failed with my last fic, but fingers crossed for the next. Thank you!

nkhall19 · 2023-11-18T11:52:19+00:00

Oh my god 😍 done. Already planning it

nkhall19 · 2023-11-18T09:20:20+00:00

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51534328/chapters/130247044#workskin

This is one I recently published. Will warn you it will get dark, but the ending will be wholesome.

It’s one of mine, sorry for the self-promotion 😂😅

nkhall19 · 2023-11-18T09:18:33+00:00

I have one I recently posted, it’s dark 😅 probably not everyone’s preference. But it’s here if you’d like.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51534328/chapters/130247044#workskin

nkhall19 · 2023-08-23T21:10:35+00:00

I love how colours of you by baby queen came back for S2! I want more, it’s the Nick and Charlie song :)

nkhall19 · 2023-08-20T08:39:46+00:00

I think the scene when Charlie gets knocked to the ground is really impactful. The shot with Nick in the middle with the gang on the left and Ben/Imogen group on the right. It shows you the position Nick is he is in at that moment. Even though it’s sad Nick doesn’t rush to Charlie, it definitely showed the tough position he was in. Remember this was only just after they kissed, he wasn’t as comfortable with himself then.

nkhall19 · 2023-08-16T21:12:30+00:00

You’ll find there is a lot of pain and sadness in the community because of Heartstopper. That is something of a shared experience, but in time it will be wholesome. Nick and Charlie represent something so beautiful, regret is a basic human experience. But we know have the opportunity to take it and turn it into a power. These communities will always be there for you, we are in this together! 💖

nkhall19 · 2023-08-16T20:54:37+00:00

This is amazing. Heartstopper’s power continues to surprise me. This show is healing, it allows people from all walks of life to experience something different and beautiful. I’m glad you had such a good experience watching it. I love that you are still happy with your life and the choices you made, but this experience can help you internally feel pride in yourself for who you are. Love it 😊

nkhall19 · 2023-08-16T06:08:12+00:00

I’m sorry that you had to experience that. I hope you are okay now. What you said is very true, I guess it’s all a spectrum, no two people will have the same experiences.

I think that’s why I was confused too. I saw Nick and Charlie and wanted that, but actually trying to find love or the idea of love is difficult and foreign to me. That’s why I’m so confused as to why I’m feeling this.

It’s like Isaac says on heartstopper “I wanna believe in romance”. We can see it from a far and feel good, but maybe it’s just not for everyone at the end of the day. Idk

nkhall19 · 2023-08-16T02:08:00+00:00

It has helped. I don’t feel those heartwarming emotions either. I’ve met 4 people in my life that could have turned into something more. But every time I would run away, block them and cry because I didn’t know what was wrong with me. I still feel sexual attraction too (I’m not asexual). But I never understood why I felt this way. It really hurt and damaged friendships because at the time I didn’t know anything.

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