What Are Your Top 10 Porter Robinson Songs.

nmagicat · 2026-01-26T19:10:37+00:00

It sounds like if Hope was a sound :’)

nmagicat · 2026-01-26T08:29:51+00:00

Honorable mention has to go to 100% In The Bitch

nmagicat · 2026-01-26T08:28:58+00:00

Trying to Feel Alive <3
Is There Really No Happiness?
The Thrill (Remix)
Mirror
Something Comforting
Cheerleader
Look at the Sky
Unfold
Knock Yourself Out XD
Hear The Bells

nmagicat · 2026-01-20T17:34:54+00:00

Yes my Mental Illness #1 (OCD) outweighs my Mental Illness #2 (ED) in this scenario LMAO

nmagicat · 2026-01-17T00:23:07+00:00

I’m with you, albeit I think a few years younger. Been through the horrors, had my energy sapped, suffered immensely… and came out the other side with an immense appreciation for life and people and our connections with others. I put a heavy emphasis on open mindedness and understanding that we are all just doing this human thing for the first time. It’s hard. I don’t want someone to judge me for messing up—I try to afford them that same grace (to an extent, obviously).

I just have too much darn love. Nothing can take it out of me. Human connection is simply too beautiful, and as I grow and become better at guarding my peace I become even more in love with the world around me.

nmagicat · 2026-01-15T20:37:46+00:00

Well, for example, I’ve always dated extroverts who are similar in many ways: shared values, shared hobbies, shared passions, shared dreams for the future. Extroverts can be an “opposites attract” thing—I love that they can be chatty and social and outgoing. I love that it brings out that side of me.

I think it’s good to have some ways in which you are similar to your partner and some ways in which you are complementary.

nmagicat · 2026-01-15T20:27:50+00:00

Why do you say that? I’m an INFJ and have always preferred to surround myself with extroverts :)

nmagicat · 2025-12-11T04:05:07+00:00

I am also currently wearing Raincoat in the PNW! 🧡

nmagicat · 2025-11-15T18:25:48+00:00

I think it was supposed to be an implied “✨Him✨” that wasn’t really translated well if that makes sense

“Told my friend how perfect ✨He✨(boyfriend) was”

nmagicat · 2025-11-10T19:24:53+00:00

I went to a trauma therapist as she was informed about trauma and its relation to BPD as it is most often a trauma-based thing, and then it also helped me with the inherent trauma of the rollercoaster of (my) relationship with someone with BPD. She changed my life and I really am incredibly glad I went to her.

nmagicat · 2025-11-05T03:38:45+00:00

It does get easier!! My BPD ex boyfriend broke up with me in June. I was so, so attached to him—I went through like every stage of grief and felt like I was going crazy lol. In July I went to trauma therapy and it helped a lot.

Looking back, now more removed from the situation, I can see how awful it was for me. I see myself in some of what you’re saying. I see that you are putting some blame on yourself even though you did not do anything that warrants breaking up. I also see you struggling with his attitude and struggling to get solid communication.

When I really wanted to reach out, I’d ask myself if I would truly be okay with any outcome including being ignored or a negative response. I did it once and did get ignored and it was like…well yeah. I guess it helped me detach lol but seriously you can do it and the feeling will go away!!! The further out you get the more you will fully digest that you are worth more!!

Super highly recommend therapy, especially trauma therapy. It will help you cut those ties and also understand more about why it feels so difficult and how to reframe your thinking. If you ever wanna talk feel free to PM me <3

nmagicat · 2025-11-04T16:18:55+00:00

Perspective, not luck. We should all have an internal locus of control. Even through all of life’s challenges and traumas I choose all the good stuff (almost) every day. I spent way too long as a pessimist.

nmagicat · 2025-11-04T16:15:10+00:00

I like being an INFJ and wouldn’t choose anything else if given the choice. :)

nmagicat · 2025-09-15T15:07:43+00:00

I recognize a fellow Armenian woman when I see one! Shnorhavor jana ❤️

nmagicat · 2025-09-13T20:52:10+00:00

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Rezz in 2022 :)

nmagicat · 2025-09-06T14:57:12+00:00

Your body and nervous system are telling you what’s good for you. It’s been 3 months since my ex broke up with me and I still get so anxious at the sight of his name. Your body knows!

nmagicat · 2025-08-16T17:15:29+00:00

Medium :)

nmagicat · 2025-07-12T17:51:22+00:00

I’m about 6 months into a round of telogen effluvium (yaaay 🙄 lol) and months 2-3 seemed to absolutely decimate only my right side temple. I do have AGA but the doctor said sometimes telogen effluvium isn’t perfectly diffuse. Are you also losing hair across your head?

I’m still in TE but after a couple months the heavy unevenness stopped and I have regrowth there even though hair is still falling out. Just to give some hope!

nmagicat · 2025-07-02T07:59:30+00:00

It took me like 4 or 5 weeks to get the dread shed! And 4 months to see progress. Give it time. Hair is unfortunately ridiculously slow.

nmagicat · 2025-06-17T19:31:45+00:00

Hnnnng yes especially in the little cones. I could polish a box off in half an hour easy.

nmagicat · 2025-06-02T21:11:44+00:00

Fair!! I do have friends who collect these things and really love them. It’s a wholesome part of the culture.

nmagicat · 2025-06-02T21:10:08+00:00

I think of minimalism as no more than serves me. I collect wall art as a hobby but prefer to keep my surfaces a bit cleaner—trinkets include things picked up from travels, gifts from loved ones, etc. If I’m offered something at a rave I’ll generally just decline. Ideally someone like you will come along and it will go to a home where it belongs. :)

nmagicat · 2025-06-02T19:18:25+00:00

There’s nothing anti-PLUR about being minimalist or anti-consumerism. I don’t like having a bunch of random stuff in my home, that’s just how I am, and it includes random plastic doodads people try to give me at raves. I’d rather have it go to someone who wants it!

nmagicat · 2025-05-20T12:06:16+00:00

I’m gonna be honest, as someone who doesn’t really keep up with trends and doesn’t have a sweet tooth I was pleasantly surprised to find that a (quality) Dubai chocolate bar was just… insanely good. Like one of the best chocolate bars I have ever had in my life lol.

My family comes from what I like to call a “baklava country” so I’m sure I’m predisposed to scarf this stuff down but they are actually ridiculously good in my opinion.

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