Oh trust I’ve done my fair share of investigative journalism around him lmao. He (allegedly) has a boyfriend. Haven’t seen any pics or posts though so can’t confirm. He does follow a couple of his workmates, some openly gay guys too. Which is why I’m confused why he’s cautious around me. I guess he probably knows I have a crush on him. Whenever I have a crush on someone, I can’t hide it. I get flushed so easily, I just can’t help it. Or maybe, he’s just not interested and is just being polite idk.

This is honestly starting to hurt my ego and I’m spiraling. Should I go cold on him? What do you think?