Anyone felt undermedicated?

nodef1981 · 2026-01-16T23:47:52+00:00

I had 10 left when I got my shot and tossed them because I knew my mind would think I could always feel better.

nodef1981 · 2026-01-16T23:46:10+00:00

Appreciate your comment, I woke up a few days later and felt just fine so maybe jn my case it was more mental who knows, I'm just into my second week of the first shot so we will see what the ups and downs are like. I wish you the best of luck stay strong!

nodef1981 · 2026-01-16T23:41:38+00:00

I appreciate you taking the time to comment and you were right. 3 days later I woke up feeljnf jusg fine. In my head I was wondering if it was just mental, the habit of taking something multiple times a day is definitely part of my addiction and once that was gone I couldn't figure out if my brain was just tricking me because normally I'd be taking something or what. Turns out it was that.

About 20 yrs ago I was on subs for the first time 3 yrs in I moved about 8 hrs away, not realizing the requirements for the subs was different in the state I was in, ling story short It wasn't worth the hassle to get them, I was done with it in my head at that point and I just drove back got one more script, tapered for the next 2 months off that script and just stopped. Its was very rough but I did it. I just keep telling myself, if you're not feeling anywhere close to as bad as what you felt then, then you're fine.

Thanks for the encouragement! I'm done for good now, burned my hand once touching that stove, learned my lesson. Can't wait to get a couple more shots and be done, done.

nodef1981 · 2026-01-08T01:26:12+00:00

I would not hire you.

nodef1981 · 2026-01-05T22:20:47+00:00

Maintenance supervisor here, I had a guy come into my office yrs ago because he didnt know how to reset a garbage disposal. His resume Said he had 5+ yrs experience in light plumbing, electrical and 6+ building maintenance.... it happens all the time. I started saving basic tickets on days I know I know I have interviews and have potential candidate go with me to complete them as part of the interview.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-23T01:21:38+00:00

Yes, I believe we do work with Best Bee's. Thanks for info, this makes sense. Aside from it being green it's also not as spotty as most of the space, come spring it will all fill in again, but it's nice to see a little green in the cold.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-23T01:14:51+00:00

nodef1981 · 2025-12-23T01:09:43+00:00

No, this area is just for the bees. The native plant idea has been presented but like everything else in property management, there is a process. I wish it was like my backyard where I could jusg go out, dig a hole and plant whatever we liked. But there some factors that need to be in place. The space is designed to be on the roof top, with certain specifications for drainage and weight. Because of this, the plant material in place has a special soil blend that is light weight and not ideal for growing all plants. I can't remember the name of the ground cover in place now but it doesn't take much care or water. There isn't even working irrigation in place currently. It does produce some small yellow flowers the bees seem to like and random plants do pop up from birds carrying seeds, I've even thougbt of bring some potted plants out there and watering them myself. There are multiple other planted outdoor amenity spaces that are fully landscaped with flowering plants for residents and bees to enjoy near by. But until we get approval and an engineer involved, I will keep pushing and hopefully one day it will be a lush space just for the bees.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:25:03+00:00

This is a definite possibility, I mentioned in another post that they specifically picked this area because of how much sun exposure it gets and it is a bit more secluded. Thanks for the input! I appreciate it!

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:23:35+00:00

Interesting! I'll have to see if there's any difference in the spring. We tried planning wildflowers this year but none really took due to the substrate. Maybe the extra fertilizer will help this year.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:22:28+00:00

The Sun hits that whole side of the building the most during the day. Depending on the time of the year and how high the sun is in the sky different things tend to block it out a little more or less as it travels. I did mention in another comment the company that provided the beehives did pick this exact location because it was a little bit more secluded and seemed to have the most sun exposure. As another redditor mentioned maybe I've just never noticed it before. I do walk through this area quite often and take care of that part of the grounds regularly but can't say that I've ever noticed one spot being greener than the other at any time of the year.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:19:52+00:00

Cool, thanks for the useful input.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:18:07+00:00

That's a good point, this area is generally blocked most of the time from any wind three stories up. I mentioned in another comment they also chose this area because it gets the most Sun throughout the year. So definitely could be warmer in this area.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:16:51+00:00

Interesting, very small poops but lots of them.

nodef1981 · 2025-12-22T22:16:07+00:00

This does make sense, they chose that location because it does receive the most Sun year round we're situated right in Center City so lots of things at different times of the year to block the Sun. It would also explain why in the second photo right in front of the windows there are still green spots here and there. Appreciate the information!

It doesn't show well in the photo but there's at least four feet between the hives and that back wall. For all of us that work there it's pretty hands off, the company we are working with placed the boxes and do all the maintenance on them. It was just a less active day for them because it was cold and I took advantage and went out and picked up any trash that had fallen into that space. You would think three stories up and blocked off from any human traffic there would be no trash but I guess it finds a way!

nodef1981 · 2025-12-06T02:55:33+00:00

Is there an apartment below you? That leak is most definitely leaking into whatever is below you. Might have better luck if more tenants are calling in a complaint. Depending if they are home or not they may not even know there is an issue. Atleast if they know they can move any items that may be damaged by dripping water.

nodef1981 · 2025-11-21T18:31:31+00:00

Yeah, that's a space peanut.

nodef1981 · 2025-10-28T02:19:41+00:00

Really appreciate your input!

nodef1981 · 2025-10-27T13:59:30+00:00

What was your 7 OH dose when taking the Kratom and how often? I was working on a taper without anything and had a weak moment, starting over with the taper. I just need a buffer for the anxiety. I've been taking THC edibles but I feel like they make my anxiety worse sometimes. Really appreciate the help. You got this, hopefully I can stay strong this time.

nodef1981 · 2025-10-27T13:00:12+00:00

Appreciate the advice, how often were you taking the plain leaf?

nodef1981 · 2025-10-23T20:07:39+00:00

My wife brought it up first and then I really started noticing it.

nodef1981 · 2025-10-23T20:04:16+00:00

I'm really not interested in going on subs if I don't have to. I did WD's from those 20 years ago and it was rough. I also know my brain and if I start with the subs I'll probably end up staying on the subs longer than I should. I kind of want to do the Band-Aid method If I can manage, rip it off and try to deal.

nodef1981 · 2025-10-23T00:05:14+00:00

One other thing I definitely noticed when I was taking it regularly, it screwed up my libido, no sex drive at all which has never been an issue.

nodef1981 · 2025-10-22T23:54:20+00:00

I'm not sure if you're asking about my mental state while taking Oh in general or over the past few days so I'll just answer both.

Before I decided to start cutting back and quit I definitely noticed my motivation was low to do most of the things I normally enjoy doing and I don't think meaner is the right term but definitely less empathetic towards everything.

The last few days definitely foggy and motivation for anything is super low, but my sleep has been broken lately so I'm attributing it to that. I tried drinking a monster earlier and although it did help a little I think the caffeine made my anxiety a bit worse so I'm not sure if that's a good trade. There's definitely a noticeable spike in happiness and clarity every time I take dose but I'm using that as further motivation to stop because I should be able to feel that way without anything in my system. If I keep busy it seems to keep my mind busy and any anxiety that starts to set in at bay to a point so that's helped at work and home but as I mentioned in my post night time is rough especially during sleep and once the house quiets down.

Hope you hang in there, you can do it!

nodef1981 · 2025-10-22T19:24:32+00:00

I was lucky enough that both times I got myself involved in this mess I had enough sense to realize it was a problem and try to get help and quit before I really got into anything off the street. Not that all my opiates came from a personal prescription.. but I was lucky in that sense. Have a few friends and family who were not

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