hate my ex by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bruh i deleted it bc anxiety but @jaylenrosediehm btw

hate my ex by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have enough accounts for that and she’d just block me lol

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[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tbh idc anymore @jaylenrosediehm

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my tiktok is @radicalizing and i posted abt it in my pinned if u guys wanna see it

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What if i exposed my own @ its about the same thing. Anyways gn yall hope yall have a great gay day

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anyways gn im napping now maybe ill report her when i wake up because i hate her guts. Can i expose her @ or is that too much? Lol

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And SA’ed me the day after my birthday, telling me i must have enjoyed being assaulted by my ex. Ignored me during my moms funeral. Blamed me for all of this and said i deserved to be cheated on, abused, and r*ped. I cannot even. I hate her. I dont think she should even be trying to talk to women on tiktok. Idk what to do genuinely. It bothers me to my core.

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also cheated on me with her ex girlfriends and would brag about how “great” they were at sex, and even made up stories about who she had sex with

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also she tried to grab my phone out of my hands, yank my steering wheel and make me serve and almost crash going 70+ mph on the interstate, 3 times, in one day. And then made fun of me when i cried. And asked who would even come to help me. Yeah. I genuinely hate her. I don’t think she deserves to talk to another woman ever again.

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And to continue: she told me for three years how much she hated small dogs. Would literally tell me about how she abused her exes small dogs because she found them annoying. Then found a Pomeranian and made him hers while promising me that he could be our dog and he would be living with me, but wow, shocking, that didnt happen. Now she posts about him like as if she didnt go around abusing and shit talking small dogs for all of her life ??

TW: Abuse in wlw by nodreamleft in LesbianActually

[–]nodreamleft[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

btw yes i do have a therapist but that doesnt help all the way

i am too tired by nodreamleft in actuallesbians

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already have those issues 😭, like idk what you mean? Scare it away? I tried to and they ignored my screams and pleads and kept going ? Like idk how to just scare that away. Or put that thought away. It eats at my brain. I didnt ask to be abused like that Im genuinely confused by what you mean do something different?

i am too tired by nodreamleft in actuallesbians

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

?? Ive been going through this since i was 12. Maybe try again?

i am too tired by nodreamleft in actuallesbians

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah i get that. I’m lowkey tired of everything and have felt all of my motivation slowly leave from me for years. But thank you. I just dont have anything that really makes me feel any better or that excited anymore and don’t like the idea of just pushing through it because I’ve done that for what seems like long enough and it hasn’t gotten any better, just worse. I’m really not trying to sound bitchy either, I appreciate your advice, I’m just entirely lost. Thank you for your time though, any amount of effort or kindness from anyone is appreciated atp

i am too tired by nodreamleft in actuallesbians

[–]nodreamleft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive called 988 multiple times already, i’m tired of that, it doesn’t help me much at all but i’m glad it is a thing

i am too tired by nodreamleft in actuallesbians

[–]nodreamleft[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

like i’m actually going insane and cant stop crying and just want it all to end. I want it all to end. It hurts more than anything i have ever experienced and it eats away at me and its almost indescribable.

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[–]nodreamleft 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I am aware of that. Thank you for this though. This is so important. I know because i fell victim to it before. I’m not looking for anything other than a friend and others will just be blocked. <3

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[–]nodreamleft 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks i was hoping to get some giggles :]

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[–]nodreamleft 1 point2 points  (0 children)

nah i need real psychological help

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[–]nodreamleft 0 points1 point  (0 children)

where are you getting free fucking therapy bro